guyasilk
November 9th, 2003, 08:08 PM
Please can someone help me find someone nearer to my home who i can talk to?
I am 33 years old and strange things are happening.I was brought up catholic but something is not right.
This is the first pagan web sight I have found and I have to do it secretly.
I started to search under "moon", then found pagan.......I must stress that I realy dont know what I am looking for, unless you count answers.
The more time that passes the stranger everything gets,and the less i believe in the teachings of my childhood.
I dont look a day over 25,I never get ill,my garden has hardly been tended to but it is like a paradise,I have birds nesting EVERYWHERE,and worse than birds.But the worst of it all is that if I ever truly needed anything,i would have it.The worst being that if someone ever hurt me...and as we all do...I visualised something nasty....That to has happened all be it in part,until now.My enemies have said that I am a F...ing wich,my friends say I am lucky.
I am 33 now and I say something is wrong with me.
I live just outsid sheffield in England and I was wondering if anyone out there knows of a web site/community in the UK I could visit to get some help.
If you do please email me at redbarn@blueyonder.co.uk
Or pass on my email to anyone who you think can help me cos im getting a bit scared of myself at the moment...I am scared to "think"anything just incase.
Warmest Regards
Patricia harland Kruse.
I am 33 years old and strange things are happening.I was brought up catholic but something is not right.
This is the first pagan web sight I have found and I have to do it secretly.
I started to search under "moon", then found pagan.......I must stress that I realy dont know what I am looking for, unless you count answers.
The more time that passes the stranger everything gets,and the less i believe in the teachings of my childhood.
I dont look a day over 25,I never get ill,my garden has hardly been tended to but it is like a paradise,I have birds nesting EVERYWHERE,and worse than birds.But the worst of it all is that if I ever truly needed anything,i would have it.The worst being that if someone ever hurt me...and as we all do...I visualised something nasty....That to has happened all be it in part,until now.My enemies have said that I am a F...ing wich,my friends say I am lucky.
I am 33 now and I say something is wrong with me.
I live just outsid sheffield in England and I was wondering if anyone out there knows of a web site/community in the UK I could visit to get some help.
If you do please email me at redbarn@blueyonder.co.uk
Or pass on my email to anyone who you think can help me cos im getting a bit scared of myself at the moment...I am scared to "think"anything just incase.
Warmest Regards
Patricia harland Kruse.