Seeing souls

[Isis]

Merry meet all,


Ok, first off thanks for those prayers and candles. I have the job interview on Friday, and I'm feeling extremely confident, witchily so, LOL. ((((((hugs)))))

I'm wondering, by a show of hands, lol, how many of you have ever looked into someone's eyes and seen their soul. Have you looked at them and felt everything that they've felt, good, bad or indifferent. I probably sound like a freak, but when you look in their eyes not only do you see your future, but you see all aspects of your past. Your body gets a surreal feeling like a ghost has stepped into your body, and you become light headed.

This is happening to me now. I go through days when I'm ok with it,but then other days I just loose patience and I want answers now, right now. It'd drive me absolutely insane if I let it, and for awhile I did. I'm in the process of letting go, and letting it unfold as it should. I mean I know the eventual outcome, I guess the road to get there, is the challenge for me.

Excuse my rambling, here, I'm trying to get it together. He's lonely, and hurting for many, many reasons. He hides it well, but I know, and I feel like besides him and his closests pals that I'm the only one who knows. It hurts to know this, and not be able to do anything about it.

Several weeks ago I had a very strange dream.....In the dream, I was conscious of someone wanting to lay down in the bed next to me(not sexual, lol). I smiled, and laughed and told me them to lay down. The figure slid into the bed next to me, now this is more a feeling of someone or something being there, than an actual visual sighting of a 'person'. We laid there, and the warmth of it hugged me, kinda like when you lay down and someone has their arms around you. I felt safe, and we talked, though we never actually opened our mouths. It was like we were reading eachothers minds. I remember feeling comfortable and laughing, and telling 'it' to turn the tv back on. Now I was semi-conscious during this whole thing, and I knew that I wasn't actually dreaming per se, but that this someone was there, comforting me. It wasn't my aunt or my grandmother, but someone else, and when I actually awoke in the morning I felt really sad, because there was an emptiness there in my soul.

Ok, now is everyone suffienctly confused? I know I am. Does anyone out there no what I'm talking about? I really would love to hear your opinions, thoughts and such on this issue. If you have questions, I'll try to clarify.


MP and BB,

Isis

[Emerald Sky]

I'm wondering, by a show of hands, lol, how many of you have ever looked into someone's eyes and seen their soul.

Oh yes! There are several people that this happens with. Every one of them are my kindred spirits. Probably the strongest experience I've had with this, though, is with my six month old daughter, Lily. I have an unusually strong bond with her... not just a mother/daughter bond. More like she chose to come here to be in my life for a definite purpose... although I'm not quite sure what that is. When I look into her eyes I realize that she isn't a six month old soul... she's a very, very old, wise soul, and she 'speaks' to me when she looks in my eyes.

[SpikesPet5150]

I'm not sure if this story counts, but hey, I'll share anyways. An old friend of mine, Jeff (also Wiccan) used to read my mind. He would actually read my mind. We would be online talking and he could tell what song I was listening to, because I would sing along in my head. If I would have a nightmare, and wake up feeling scared, he would call, and the first thing he would say is, "It was just a dream." Before I could even say hello. It was a very comforting thought, at first.. but then it started to feel violating, like I was being watched all the time. I always felt a bad presence near me. I don't talk to him much anymore, because when I asked him to stop reading my mind and such, he got very very very upset and told me he loved me. (ha!) Another Wiccan friend of mine, Ronda, thinks he was using some sort of magick, and I tend to agree with her. Now I have an amulet that protects me from things like that. :)

My best friend in the whole world is also Wiccan. Although, we met before we before we both started practicing (when we were 13 or 14). I fainted when I first met her. She shook my hand, and we made eye contact, and I got flooded with these memories that never happened. Or, I didn't consiously remember them happening. The only times I've ever gotten deja-vu were with her. She moved to Tucson and I still live in CO, but we're closer than ever. Our emotions are linked. I know when she's hurting, she knows when I'm hurting, same thing with happiness and sadness and all the other emotions. We can even feel each others physical pain, in extreme situations. When I look at her, I see the other half of me. It's like, our love transends sex.. and anything a lover could provide, but we both agree when I say she's my soul mate. She moved a little over a year ago, and not a day has gone by that we haven't talked, either on the phone or online. She's my goddess, and I adore her. :)

Anyways, my post is entirely too long now.. but bottom line is, you're not crazy.. you're lucky! :)
~Bree

[Isis]

Thanks to all who've read, and posted. I feel the energy and support.

Bree, yes I'm lucky in a sense I suppose. But, you know its really hard, because my arms are so empty without him. It's just weird. I literally hurt from the inside out, especially if he's in pain, or sadness. I know he's lonely and sad right now. I can distinguish my pain from his.


Let me ask you, is it lucky to not be able to be with the soul that you've been trying to get back to for many lifetimes? I dunno.


Thanks and love,

Isis

[stirata]

Isis,
I have had a similar experience like yours, just would not have been able to word it so well. At first it kind of freaked me out but I think that was more because I wasn't sure what was going on. I don't really know how else to explain it, you have a much better way with words then I when you explain things. BB.

[Shy Hawk]

Sorry if I'm late. Once when meditating and indeed in an altered state of conciousness already, a friend who was with me...well....her appearance totally changed. And all of a sudden I realized all her hurts and her pain and everything bad that had ever happened in her past.
She looked older,...no old...she looked very old, like a woman who aged fast because of the things she had seen, beautiful still, but as a woman who was far beyond in years....and I felt...really sad myself, because it was as if it was me who all this had happened to..if you get my meaning. I'm sure it's not exactly what you meant...but....I tried.

[Isis]

Stirata thanks for the compliment and I sent you an email.

Someone said their answer was wrong, and that's not true, its just different. I appreciate the thought and energy that goes into your responses, ya know?

Thanks for responding and sharing, because from time to time this becomes a little overwhelming for me.

MP,

Isis

[SpikesPet5150]

I suppose you're right Isis.. it must be extremely hard for you. But, in a sense, you are very lucky. Some people go through their whole lives searching for that someone. You at least got a glimpse. But maybe seeing that, knowing what you're missing, is making it harder for you. I can't see the future.. I can make any promises.. but I do hope you find him again. I hope you can join with him, and complete yourself. You'll forever be in my thoughts and hopes and prayers.
Much love,
~Bree

[Isis]

Yes it's hard, but I know I'm blessed. So please don't think that I dont thank the gods for the blessings, it is a gift.

Thank you for your prayers they're are greatly needed and appreciated!

Isis