I wonder if anyone can help me?

[Dream seeker]

Hi i'm new here,

I've never really been interested in paganism nor any religion of any sort but I have always thought that there was some greater meaning to the world itself and always wonderd why people never saw things the way I did.
About a year ago I started having a really strange type of dream (well I thought that it was at first)

I would be lying in my room and everyone would be asleep and I would feel this horrible force holding me down trying to stop me from getting up and all the time I felt like someone was there in my room with me. I would barely manage to crawl out of bed and make it to my parents room where I would see my mum sleeping but was never able to wake her up.

This was a continues thing for many months, so I even went to see a doctor that could find nothing wrong with me.
During the time that I was going to the doctor I had another dream where I walked up a flight to stairs onto a landing in the middle of some more stairs leading upward. While I was standing there a man walked upto me and looked very happy and hugged me. He then said something to me (can't remeber exactaly) but I know it was words of comfort.

The dreams stopped for a while till a few months ago when the dream changed slightly...

I was lying on my side when I felt a hand touch my shoulder this was when the horrible feeling came back and I was unable to move or breathe properly. Some how I knew that there was a woman standing behind me. I then forced myself up again like before (the force had gone as soon as I had managed to escape my room). Normally I would have ran strait into my perants room but instead I walked into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror to see my reflection. Then I walked into my parents room I got half way across the room when I turned round to see a darkly dressed woman standing in the corner. She seemed very 'earthy' and had a strong connection to nature. She stepped forward towards me and stared at me .. then I woke up.

This is where my whole perspective of everything changed somehow and I'm still quite confused about that now... anyways,

A few days after that I had a desturbing dream where I saw a man die next to a school crossing infront of some children. The feeling was horried and I've never felt emotion like that in any of my dreams before. Well I was very shocked when I saw on the news about 2 weeks later the exact crossing where the same man I saw in my dream die.

Ever since then I have had lots of deja vu and have even senced 2 things that would happen a few moments before they did. I really can't explain any of this and in some ways it's kinda scary

For the pass few months ever since I saw that woman in my dream I've felt different and i really don't understand what is happening
Please could someone give me some advice or anthing that could help shed some light on the subject

thanks, sorry if this post is a little to long ^^;

[xblue420x]

I'm not very good with the meanings in dreams, but alot of folks around here have had gods/esses come to them in their dreams. Maybe this was the woman who stared at you. IMO, it sounds like something is trying to give you a little push to help you find your way. This could explain the deja vu and prohetic dreams. You could try meditating on the meanings of your dreams for awhile. Try meditating on the woman you saw. If she comes into your dreams again try asking her who she is or why shes there. Look up some of the 'earthy' goddesses in different traditions and see if you feel a connection to any of them, if any of them could possibly be the one from your dream.