Danustouch
July 17th, 2001, 11:56 PM
Dear Goddess...
Why is it, that sometimes, when we should be the most happy for those we love, we are also touched with the most sadness, for ourselves?
I thank you for the opportunity you gave me with Frank, to shed a little of your light, in a dark place. I thank you that you let me make a difference, even if it were, only in one person.
I pray that you will give me the grace, and the charity, to not begrudge him his blessings, and wish to have him close to me, because of my friendship, and how very much I miss him these days.
I suppose these moments are the ones they call "Bittersweet". Goddess...I ask that with your healing touch, you bring only sweetness to my heart, as time moves on, and the memories become more and more precious.
But I do thank you, that somehow, depsite my selfishness, I was still able to work some of your wonders. And that I did not rebel, against what was "Right" for me to do. I thank you for the courage you have given me.
Now..give me the courage to cry the last of my tears over this, and tomorrow, to greet the dawn with a new smile.
Why is it, that sometimes, when we should be the most happy for those we love, we are also touched with the most sadness, for ourselves?
I thank you for the opportunity you gave me with Frank, to shed a little of your light, in a dark place. I thank you that you let me make a difference, even if it were, only in one person.
I pray that you will give me the grace, and the charity, to not begrudge him his blessings, and wish to have him close to me, because of my friendship, and how very much I miss him these days.
I suppose these moments are the ones they call "Bittersweet". Goddess...I ask that with your healing touch, you bring only sweetness to my heart, as time moves on, and the memories become more and more precious.
But I do thank you, that somehow, depsite my selfishness, I was still able to work some of your wonders. And that I did not rebel, against what was "Right" for me to do. I thank you for the courage you have given me.
Now..give me the courage to cry the last of my tears over this, and tomorrow, to greet the dawn with a new smile.