Am I Evil? Seriously...

[ambermystique]

Please click on my blog link below, and read my current entry please!
Am I evil for being like this?

peace and love,
amber

[Calzaer]

If this is all it takes to get you worried about your possible moral turpitude, I can honestly say that my evil eats your evil as a very small part of a well-balanced breakfast.

[ambermystique]

If this is all it takes to get you worried about your possible moral turpitude, I can honestly say that my evil eats your evil as a very small part of a well-balanced breakfast.
he he he...well, i guess writing in my own diary doesn't completely explain my feelings. i was simply writing in there to give an account of the situation. however, to just clear it up...i sometimes wish that bad things would happen to her. i am basically best friends with this woman, and i wish bad things upon her. also, when the bad things do happen, i just pretend to care. i'm actually cheering a bit inside. how could i do something like that? wishing bad things to happen to someone who is supposed to be a great friend seems kind of evil to me...
peace and love,
amber

[Calzaer]

Hint: If you were really evil, signing your posts with "peace and love," would be an automatic revocation of your evil membership card*.


*Unless you previously aquired a permit from oversight as persuant to clause 13.b.1.II in the evil handbook, obviously.

[ambermystique]

Hint: If you were really evil, signing your posts with "peace and love," would be an automatic revocation of your evil membership card*.


*Unless you previously aquired a permit from oversight as persuant to clause 13.b.1.II in the evil handbook, obviously.
you are freakin' hilarious
putting a smile on my evil little face takes quite a bit of talent

[Gwyndara]

sounds like you really are not her best friend and should talk to her about your issues you have with her or drop her.

[Boogins]

I'd call this ambiguity, not evil. Yes, there are obviously issues here. Solution: I'd say ditch her. You don't need to worry yourself like this!

[phoenixblayze]

obviously if you have these feelings toward her, then her friendship is not beneficial to you.....i would do something about it, you would probably be happier in the end :floating:

[Shadowolff]

Honey child, if you were evil, none of this would bother you in the least. Success in life is measured by growth, not perfection. (If you think you know any perfect people, you just don't know them well enough...)

Some things to think about: You say sometimes you wish bad things would happen to her -- why? Because you're jealous, or because you want to see her punished, or because you want her to learn something, or because you'd take delight in her suffering. Do you want to see her suffer, or do you want to cause that suffering yourself? Sometimes suffering is an inevitable consequence of something that must occur (like putting a dislocated shoulder back in place, for example), but it's always a Very Bad Thing to intentionally cause suffering for no other reason than to make someone hurt (like dislocating that shoulder just because you want to cause pain).

The way I see it, there's a big difference between wanting bad things to happen and wanting to do those bad things yourself.

Keep examining yourself, keep striving to grow in love -- towards yourself as well as others -- and don't worry overly if you see shadows in your soul. Remember, you can't see shadows if there's no light at all.

Peace be with you!

[LeftToWonder]

Your not evil, if you were evil you wouldn't feel bad about it.:)

Calzaer, where do I apply for my membership?

[Juniecat]

I'd say you need to do some deep digging and figure out where these feeling are coming from, because you can't address the real problem if you're only concerned with the symptom.

I'd say some first-rate soul searching is in order here.

[Aine of the Fae]

I'd agree with everyone else. If you worried about it afterwards you aren't evil. Me? I probably wouldn't have given it a second thought. My then again I am *evil*. I have a six year old who gives my husband dirty looks and says "I'm my mama's evil little boy and there's nothing you can do about it..."

If that's the worst you've done? Well.... let's just say my life would make you run screaming for mommy and hide under your blankets...

[Pope Papa Gnarl]

Please click on my blog link below, and read my current entry please!
Am I evil for being like this?

peace and love,
amber


Hey there:)

My opinion.... Never feel bad for anything. Allways strive to choose thoughts that FEEL GOOD no matter what's going on. There is no thing that is worth feeling bad for.
The better you feel and the more you feel good, the better your life will be and as a consequence you will not feel good when things go bad for other people, because you're too busy spending time feeling good about whatever you're feeling good about.

I'm not saying you should feel good about bad things, I'm just saying that it feels better to feel good no matter what.

About your medicine (drugs)... Never take any kind of drugs unless you want to :)


Pope Papa Gnarl

PS! I don't want you to blindly believe in anything that i said above. Just try it or let it be... your choice, allways

[Calzaer]

Goddess help me, but I so love Discordians! :lol: