SpikesPet5150
July 21st, 2001, 03:34 PM
Hello everyone.. I need a little bit of help here. The story goes like this.. I met this guy Jeff, through a mutual friend. We got along great at first, he was also Wiccan , and we practiced together. It was great to have another witch to talk to. When I first met him and made eye contact with him, it was like an instant recognition. It was like we'd been friends forever. He could read my mind. I know that may sound nuts to some of you.. it scared the hell out of me too. If I was listening to a song, he could tell me which song I was listening to, because I was singing along in my head. Even if he didn't know the song, he would tell me the lyrics I had just sang. If I had a nightmare, the second I woke up, he would be calling, making sure I was ok, because he knew. It was very comforting at first, to have someone like that in my life. He always knew what I was feeling and thinking. Ok, fast forward about 6 months. He tells me he's in love with me. He knows I have a fiance, he knows I live with him and he knows I love him very much. It wasn't one of those, "I know we're friends, and I know you have a man, but I had to tell you I love you." kinda deals either. It was, "I'm in love with you, I can't live without you, your boyfriend is an obstacle that I will destroy." kind of thing. Ok, so I tell him no way, this isn't going to happen, I don't feel the same way. Keep in mind, he's an incredibly powerful witch... he can do things I only dream about. I started avoiding him. I wouldn't answer the phone because he would call 20 or so times a day, at all hours. He would get into my dreams, make them nightmares. My best friend, Krissa, made me an amulet to wear, to protect me from that kind of thing. But he would still hang around outside my apartment, watch me all the time. So eventually she called him, and used very descriptive words of what she would do to him if he didn't leave me alone. She's a very powerful witch too. Anyways, every time I see him around town now, like last night, I get this sick feeling. At first it's like electricity is flowing through my body, like before an electrical storm, or on a full moon. After that it feels like I have bugs crawling under my skin.. kind of like I itch everywhere at once. All of the protection spells I've done for myself wear off after awhile. I don't want to have to keep doing these spells in the off-chance that I run into him.. but I don't want to feel like that ever again. Also, to make matters worse, I miss him. I know I shouldn't.. I know he's a sick and twisted individual.. but I miss the way he was when he was normal and not pyscho. I miss doing magick with him. It doesn't feel the same when I do it by myself. So anyways, I was just wondering if anyone has any advice, or good protection spells I could use. Thanks in advance everyone! Blessed be!
~Bree
~Bree