So confused...

[rain_fallen_tears]

sigh... I just came from my neices tiki party(it was her 1st birthday):D the decor and everything were trully tikitastic :lol: ...and there was about 30 people there 4 were blood related to me(my 2 brothers, my mom, and my neice)...I spent my time across the yard, sitting next to thegrill(my bro was grilling) and watched people interact...they are so alien to me...i don't understand almost all people, what they say, how they act, and certainly what they think...with the exception of my immediate family, they make no sense to me...i just can't identify with them...so it makes me wonder am i the strange one or are they? why is it so hard for me to identify with them?sigh....just wanted to talk to someone...thanks for listening :)

[MoonDust]

not sure what the answer would be, but just thought I'd let you know you're not alone. No one in my fam get's me. Thankfully a select few accept me. And that's all I really need

[Morr]

i totally understand what you mean..
im an oddball.. im misunderstood - some people think its funny & silly in a cute kind of way... some people think its just a "phase"... some people think im looking for attention... some people think i have psychological issues... some people accept me & enjoy my oddness...
it depends..

I'm a loner in general, its natural to me - i can sit in my room for weeks and not leave it aside for bathroom & shower breaks... (i have a TV, a computer, a bed, a stereo, my cell phone, my art supplies & books - I dont need anything else really).

[Faeawyn]

Its all about perspective hun. They may be strange to you, you may be strange to them....everybodies strange to somebody :lol: As long as your comfortable in your own skin....let people think what they will.

[MoonDust]

right on!

'sides oddballs have more fun ;)

[silent_wings]

[QUOTE]just wanted to talk to someone...thanks for listening

hi... if u ever wanna talk u kno my number, i know how u feel bout this subject already. friends forever~ blessed be!

[bellamandu]

*hug*

[FroggieThePunk]

It's alright being the wall flower. I feel the same way whenever I go anywhere. Even at work. I'd like to have people that I could hang out with, but I don't know anyone here in Korea, let alone in my barracks, so it is hard getting out. I spend my time in my room for the most part. If I put a microwave and a computer in, I would never have need to leave really, except for work and all that. But I understand how you feel. Going out to the bars is always a chore. I sit and drink by myself, enjoying the music afraid to aproach anyone, and afraid to be aproached. Sometimes it makes me wonder why I left the security in my room.

[ArKane]

I know how you feel. I have never interacted with my family at all. I cant relate to any of them. I'm a total oddball. I cant even have a conversation with any of them.

:hugs: you.