soilsigh aingeal
April 26th, 2004, 06:57 PM
After the long road I've been down with my fiance, I think I've finally come to the realization that there's pretty much nothing left. I've been on an emotional roller coster for so long, I feel so damaged, and I just want it to be over now. I've given this relationship my all and got nothing in return, he never tries, and claims to love me so much. I don't feel it. I don't feel anything anymore. This has effected all of my surroundings. I need strength to get through to him that it's just not working any more. I need him to realize it and I don't know how to do it. It's come up quite a few times but it seems he ignores me. I've also gotten quite comfortable with the way things are and I'm afraid of not having him there.