my ex

[Infinite Muse]

I keep having dreams about my ex.
Not even a recent ex either, but a long ago one that i was rather deeply in love with
these dreams make it seem like i have unfinished business with him and i always feel really guilty about it
they are always different subjects, these dreams, different themes, etc
maybe i am still in love with him? maybe thats why i feel guilty? i feel perhaps that i may be, but we ended so tragically and it was all my fault. I lied to him a lot. about big things, not even little things. While I did tell him truth eventually, I am still plagued by guilt about it.
i want to contact him. but i don't want to. you know?
i don't know
i just had to say this out loud so to speak, maybe that will help me work it out

[Mnemosyne]

I think that you figured it out, Ashenputtle. You are dreaming of him because you are wondering about the past. You feel guilt. But if you were to talk to him again, would anything be accomplished? Maybe this dream is a way to tell you to move on with your life. What's done is done sometimes.

[mucgwyrt]

Perhaps you need to air out your closet. Have a chat if he's willing, or even write a letter; whatever will help you move on :smile: