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Pan
May 23rd, 2004, 10:25 AM
Because of my deteriorating mental health (thanks to Xentor and Kaylara, and others that talked to me earlier), I have to quit my job.

BUT!

My financial situation will be in dire trouble. I need the courage to look past this. I need courage and self-worth that'll tell me I can get another job and be fine. I need to quit this job or I will fall deeper into depression and anger ... until there is nothing left.

But how will I pay my bills? I don't know... I have to trust that something will come. Something will come and I will be better off for it.

But I can't do it on my own.

Please ... I need your help. I need courage to do this. Confidence and worth. I need to do this. This job has made me go from 120 pounds, down to 105 or less. I weighed 110 with all my clothes on. I'm 5'5".

Please help me. Give me courage to do this! Give me confidence that I have a good chance at my library interview tomorrow. I can't take this job anymore. I need out. I need this librarian job.

Please please help me. Help me not go out of my mind with worry that money will come from no where.

Please.

AquariusWolf
May 23rd, 2004, 10:30 AM
:hugz: Energy coming your way :hugz:

Xentor
May 23rd, 2004, 10:50 AM
(((strength)))

Tea Leaf
May 23rd, 2004, 11:48 AM
Know that you have the courage you need within you. You have shown it by making the decision to change your life for the better.
*Energy sent your way*
May you find a great job that brings you happiness as soon as possible.

Love & Light to you

xilfa
May 23rd, 2004, 11:52 AM
you always had it, luv. *energys to you*

Pesha
May 23rd, 2004, 01:32 PM
A powerful energy come flowing to you dear. Strength and courage to overcome this trail and stand tall and strong. I am always thinking of you Loki and understand what you are going through. This has happened to me. So for you a candle and strength, balance and calm also. Hang in there hun, you will overcome and triumph!!

BB
DS.

soilsigh aingeal
May 23rd, 2004, 01:37 PM
:hugz: energy sent

fairymagik
May 23rd, 2004, 01:40 PM
strength and courage energies sent to you but you do have that in you! You're a beautiful human being and worthy of not being stuck in a job that makes you miserable! :)

Dorchadas Síofra
May 23rd, 2004, 09:14 PM
**courage and energy sent your way** take care, I hope things turn out well. *hugs*

Tabby
May 23rd, 2004, 09:19 PM
Energy for strength and courage coming your way! A big HUG to you too!!

Rowan MoonDragon
May 23rd, 2004, 09:40 PM
on the way, Sweetie.

Sabrina
May 24th, 2004, 09:11 AM
May the air of the East give rise to your wings
May the fire of the South burn your passion for life to brightness
May the water of the West make the transformations in your life Flow...
and may the strenght of the North and the earth, herself, rise up beneath you and fill you with the personal power you need to face your fears.

May the spirit that binds us all - empower and strengthen you with resolve to face your life and create the life we'd all be proud for you to have.

We are with you....today, tomorrow and the day after that and into the future. Even when that future looks bleak...
it is only fear that lends that picture.

The power of the witch attend you and offer you the peace of mind to face what comes your way.
Know this....
you are not alone.
and
you are stronger than you think.

I will light a candle for you this day upon my altar and ask the God to befit you with what you need. I will ask the Goddess to cradle you with a mother's love and bring you comfort.

Try to remember that sometimes we must face challanges in life to better understand our own strengths. If everything and everyday was easy.....we'd never have to grow.

<much love>
please don't be afraid.....
you have many friends here and world wide....for the web witches weave - although transparent - is stronger than many believe it to be. Trust in that strength and take comfort that many people care about you.

*hugs*
your friend
Sabrina

Nighthawk
May 24th, 2004, 10:15 AM
Hey Loki.... what she said so well.. and keep the chin up..... believe in you.... *hug* energy sent, my friend

Pesha
May 24th, 2004, 11:47 AM
I am continuig to sewnd comforting and strength energies to you Loki love.

BB
DS.

goldenweb
May 24th, 2004, 12:46 PM
:hugz::hugz::hugz::hugz::hugz::hugz::hugz::hugz::hugz::hugz::hugz::hugz::hugz::hugz::hugz:

and energy, thinking of you too.

Pan
May 24th, 2004, 01:20 PM
May the air of the East give rise to your wings
May the fire of the South burn your passion for life to brightness
May the water of the West make the transformations in your life Flow...
and may the strenght of the North and the earth, herself, rise up beneath you and fill you with the personal power you need to face your fears.
(snip)
*hugs*
your friend
Sabrina

This ... made me cry. It filled me with such a feeling I can't express.

charmedkisses1
May 24th, 2004, 03:25 PM
Prayers and love for you

ororo
May 24th, 2004, 03:34 PM
I've got a great big candle blessed in a special oil just for you. I know what you're going through. I just went through it. I hope the support helps...

ps. eat, doll. :dinnertim Think cheese pizza!

Pan
May 24th, 2004, 03:41 PM
I'm making veggies and rice! :D Hubby's gonna put tuna in his, and I'm gonna have mine plain.

Blondie
May 24th, 2004, 04:49 PM
YOU CAN DO THIS!

Thats the most important thing.

Remember, you are special. You have unique talents that NOBODY else has. You have that thing that you do.

May the angels smile upon you, my Aradia bring you strength.

Fang of Loki
May 25th, 2004, 12:04 AM
I will send energy your way.

I will also cast my runes for you tonight, Loki Panwit.

Take care & Be safe.

Pan
May 25th, 2004, 01:48 PM
Thank you all so so much. For everything.

tuxedo meow
May 30th, 2004, 11:55 AM
Thank you all so so much. For everything.

Hey, Loki Panwit,
I do not know your history but know the chains are yours by your choice only. The thinker who thinks the thoughts the thinker you are now perceives and accepts as your reality IS you. Breathe in colors of courage-yellow, orange, red, white; step back into your safe self and either, if you must, bring that shadow self in or leave it out there. Dismiss her properly. Clear yourself of sticky webs and breathe out colors of discord.
I have cut myself. Women are more prone to it than men. Women in penitentiary are most prone Good ways Goodspeeds Merry Be
Tuxedo Meow

Sabrina
June 1st, 2004, 07:37 AM
I send you more curage for today...and the days to follow.

Your friend in the Craft of the wise
Sabrina

frigga
June 1st, 2004, 11:21 AM
Good luck and stay strong, no matter what, money ALWAYS comes! Courage and strength your way!

Hope
June 1st, 2004, 11:55 AM
remember energy goes where you send it -soft smile

and the universe is full of abundance see the money coming to you with ease from where ever it is right now

((hugs))

love
hope

Xander67
June 1st, 2004, 03:00 PM
:hugz: and :apirate:

energy and strength!