:(

[Spirahl]

wondering...


wondering why these fears in my head,

~speak out instead of the love in my heart.


Mother, please let him hear what I could not say...

please lend me the strength to tear down these walls,

to speak with my heart from now on...

please may he have mercy on me

~the willingness to listen just once more.


Please lesson the bitterness of those words.

I know they can't be undone,

but please let my regret for speaking them be known,

and understood by him

~so I can make try to make things right,

~so our love has a chance to heal.

Please banish my sickness so I can express love.

[Spirahl]

Wow!!!
That was fast!
Although I always truly do believe... sometimes your love still astounds me.
Thank you.

Always challenges, but I think we're going to make it!:D

( note to self: noticed spelling "lessen" as "lesson": very cool Freudian slip!)