To my god in shadow

[Maeglin Ancalime]

I am still searching for your true form, i believe i am close...but it is hard...show me your light.
I feel so sick inside right now, as if death is coming for me. My love often feels the same and I worry for her...then it turns around to me...but i feel so helpless in despair...the only calm I have is from my freinds and from your flame. I need a guiding light please...help me.

[Boogins]

:hugz:

[Brynn]

:hugz:

[cupcakelove]

that was sorta poetic

[Maeglin Ancalime]

Thank you i am feeling more hope with each day. I thank the freinds you bless me with, even though i dont deserve them. I still feel sick inside but i know you will help me though it. and help my love feel safe and know i love her. If you could help me find your true form, and i light all my candles in your name, please guide me.

[Maeglin Ancalime]

Why does death plauge my dreams?
Does it Have Meaning yet to be seen?
I hope they are random, i hope they are wrong
The death of my loved one's is not something to laugh upon
And yet here and there my dreams come true.
I see things that shouldnt be
I still cant see you.
Please guide me on the path i need
make it happen before i bleed.

[Maeglin Ancalime]

I ask of you, take me away.....away from this pain that plauges my soul

[Maeglin Ancalime]

Things are a tid bit better...thank you

[Maeglin Ancalime]

I dont know what it is, but i feel a wave of fear. Please help me through this. I am tired and weak. I dont know what to do. Please guide me.

[Maeglin Ancalime]

I feel betrayed on this day
I dont know who to trust
i have nothing but shame
Its just me and my shadow
fading away
Where do i begin this life?
And where does it end?
Only you high above and far below,
know the answers to calm my soul and to mend.

[Earthy]

If you are weak,i will send you strength,
If you are low,i will lift you high,
If you are scared,i will send you courage,
If you are lonely,i will send you love.:hugz: