RavensAngel
June 11th, 2004, 05:00 PM
Not sure this is the right place for this, but here goes.
I suffer from major depression and been unable to hold a job for over 2 years now.
What I find so frustrating and making things worse is there's no help available. Medicaid has turned me down, social security has turned me down. I've appealed to them ,but it takes forever. And in the mean time, I can't get the meds I'm suppose to be on or the treatment my docs want for me. All because I can't afford it.
Most mornings aren't worth getting out of bed for. It's just so hard to find anything to live for right now. I don't leave any more, people freak me out. It's hard to believe there'll be a future, like anything will ever get better.
Sorry about the rambling (I have a habit of doing this).
I suffer from major depression and been unable to hold a job for over 2 years now.
What I find so frustrating and making things worse is there's no help available. Medicaid has turned me down, social security has turned me down. I've appealed to them ,but it takes forever. And in the mean time, I can't get the meds I'm suppose to be on or the treatment my docs want for me. All because I can't afford it.
Most mornings aren't worth getting out of bed for. It's just so hard to find anything to live for right now. I don't leave any more, people freak me out. It's hard to believe there'll be a future, like anything will ever get better.
Sorry about the rambling (I have a habit of doing this).