Silver Venus.....

[Dagda Moon~Lily]

Hi darl!

If you have time this morning, could you do a quicky layout for me? I'd SO appreciate it! :D

I'll try to get back into doing some readings next week. ;)

xoxo

[Silver Venus]

But do you mean a layout of a spread or a reading? :D

[Dagda Moon~Lily]

:p You know what I meant! ;)

....see....that's just how distracted I've been too! :D

[Silver Venus]

lol babe I figured you meant a reading! :D
The reading is a really good one for you I think wiht some insightfull cards :)

1) Queen of Pentacles ~ This is you at this moment in time. I know you havent been feeling your best, youve had allot to deal with but your coming through on top of things and this is your card! :) and here to reassure and give you the confidence and courage you need ~ that you still are a very strong, kind, loving, gorgoeus person, friend, and woman!

2)Crossing this card you have the Magician ~ Paths, choosing which one? Sound familar! You know this is your obstacle and that you will have to choose and go down that path.. or that. This is your dilema and Im sorry its making you feel the way you do...

3) Eight of Swords ~ Your thoughts and feelings at the moment ~ Im sorry to say that your going through a tough inner dilema problem about which one and your own actions and thoughts over the past month or so ~ you feel trapped and confused ~ you want to get out but dont.. you want to go one way but still go the other... its all a mess and your really cutting yourself up about it ~ Please be gentle and kind to yourself babes.

4)King Of Pentacles ~ Oh yeah who could this be ;) Stan or maybe your idea of a perfect man. This is in the position of your underlying thoughts and possibily problem.. you need to think hard whether you can afford to dwell and worry about this and what it is doing to you (8 of swords).. This is what we know needs to be sorted out.

5) Seven Of wands ~ This is a real fighting card and says that you have ben fighting your way out situations, problems.. but also been very strong and successfull ~ maybe more than you thought... and as a result have been feeling pretty powerful and actually in charge for a change (card 1) You made decisions and stuck by them in the end its been hard and a fight emotionally but you made the move and did what you had to do.. now you have to move on further..

6) Because the Chariot is coming up ~ I get a real strong feeling that its all going to happen quite quick ~ maybe this weekend.. Your going to make some strong process but you have to really remember and think about being in control ~ staying in control of all of your emotions and reason.. I think some big things are going to be thrown at ya and your going to have to move further but remeber to be balanced and think about both sides... as if you could forget!

7) Six of Swords ~ I think this is with communication with both guys ~ You are going to move on with one but back with another probally over the weekend .. & because of this after this weekend youll need some rest and some time alone to really think hard about everything and your direction and where you want to be and go in life. Im sorry hun but I think its going to be really hard and know it has been...

The last three cards are really good :) and I read these as a follow on from the last two..
Strength, The World and The page of Wands ~ This tells the story further ~ You are going to need to keep the Queen of Pentacles close to you as you will need even more strength and inner balance to go on with everything. I think the things that are going to be said this weekend will deffinately make you swing one way and this will be realy good for you but still youll feel sad and you need to be happy. I think you want completeness (the world) maybe a little too much and want everything to be resolved right now ~ This will happen but it will take time.. but its going to happen allot sooner than you think. When it does its going to be full of brilliant and really make you feel alive and confident and totally on top of the world again!

I think S will make a move very soon :D Ick! Should I say that... What if Im totally wrong?
Hope that helps hun :) If you want to ask a question Ill give that a go too

[Silver Venus]

I tried to pm you earlier and you pm box was full so Ive mailed you check your email when you get home :) & have a good weekend hun xoxox

[Dagda Moon~Lily]

Thanks Silver!

I don't know who I'll be talking to this weekend....I don't plan on seeing much of either of them. I have plans with girlfriends most all weekend. I will be seeing Jamie at least Sunday though.

Sometimes I just wish the choice would be made for me so I don't have to hurt anyone. :( Oh well, life is all about stepping up to bat and making decisions though.

Yes, I do want the world a little too much. I grew up believing in the fairy tale endings....and it's tough to face the reality that they just don't exist....at least in the sense that the stories make them out to be. It's quite the crushing blow to a tenderhearted person. Live and learn though.

I'll keep you posted with the 411 as to what is happening. ;)