useless feeling

[Merlinawakend777]

o this evening i got to thinking about how far down in a hole i have alowed myself to fall, and what makes matters worse is that i almost feel like i need someone to toss me a rope to get out of the hole i have fallen into.
yet this hole is in the middle of nowhere, and no ropes or people to toss the rope are in sight.
I fear that i am just going to keep tumbeling downward, because as i think it can't gte much worse, some other mistake i have made, tags itself to the weight already attached to me feet, causing a rapid sinking feeling.
I can see one of two things happening, me working on getting out of this hole soon, or falling so far in that i will b lost forever.
and with my current situation, the later is seaming more like the reality to come.

[Hope]

remember energy goes where you send it -- focus on what you want

and may you find the inner strength to get it

love
hope

[Pesha]

Feel theweight lifting off of you dearone. Feel light flowing through you now. And know this, we are here and we care and we will not let you fall.

BB
DS.

[Merlinawakend777]

aww thanks that helps!

[HorseCrow]

You can get out, now get up and do it! :hugz:

[OriginalWacky]

aww thanks that helps!
Keep your chin up. Tie a knot in the end of that rope that has been cast to you, and hang on for all your worth (because it's a lot), because somehow it WILL get better.

[WinterTree]

I'm praying for you, Merlina. I know things have been tough, just hang in there and know that we are all thinking of you.


Peace, love, and blessings to you.

[Merlinawakend777]

I'm praying for you, Merlina. I know things have been tough, just hang in there and know that we are all thinking of you.


Peace, love, and blessings to you.
thank you,
um its just merlin though
the awakend part is just something i added because there is 1000000's of merlins on the www.

[Faeawyn]

Remember, negative energy attracts negative energy, and positive attracts positive....so try to keep positive thoughts. If you can grab the rope....we'll do our best to help pull you up :hehehehe: Hang in there....it'll get better.

[samiaminsane]

o this evening i got to thinking about how far down in a hole i have alowed myself to fall, and what makes matters worse is that i almost feel like i need someone to toss me a rope to get out of the hole i have fallen into.
yet this hole is in the middle of nowhere, and no ropes or people to toss the rope are in sight.
I fear that i am just going to keep tumbeling downward, because as i think it can't gte much worse, some other mistake i have made, tags itself to the weight already attached to me feet, causing a rapid sinking feeling.
I can see one of two things happening, me working on getting out of this hole soon, or falling so far in that i will b lost forever.
and with my current situation, the later is seaming more like the reality to come.

Remember that we are here to help! (though we can only give you energy, love and advice) :hugz: Things will turn around, they always do eventually. I have made a mountain of mistakes in my life, but have finally crawled up to a point of happiness. I know you can as well. I wish you the best and send all the positive energies I can muster.

[TWILIGHTSKY]

Focus on getting yourself up and out of that pit! Wish we could do more for you, but we're here! Strength to you!

[Merlinawakend777]

wow thanks everyone, this means alot.
I was just feeling down a few nights ago, but i am already feeling much better even though things haven't changed much, but the words you all spreak, brings about a more possitive feeling! :graduate: