Crystalinedreams
July 11th, 2004, 01:14 AM
Ok this is so wierd and I feel really stupid talking about it but its driving me nuts and I know you guys ar ethe only ones who might have answers.I have this feeling alot of times that Im like, not alone in me. Its not like someones there talking but sudden really wierd urges come over me and it was worse when I was youger. I used to pretty much refuse to walk on two legs when I was a child and I liked to make my parents let me eat off the floor and I used to have a fastination with biting people. I still do too but im in control of it now. Even in my dreams I find myself getting frustrated with running on 2 legs and I give up on it and run on all fours and find it feels much more natural. And when I get mad its so wierd I dont wanna yell at people I was to bite them and rip out thier throats and I feel almost as if hair is raising on my back when im angry like a dog or cat does or something. And recently I went swimming in a lake with my friends without um clothes and I felt as if i had shed off part of me that was unnecessary and that I was really free. I feel like im going insane I dont know why I feel wierd things like this does anyone else have like, animal feelings? Please help me figure out what is up with me!