I give up......

[RavensAngel]

I hate saying this...I give up. I don't know what to do, which way to turn.

My electricity was shut off, my father paid to get it turned back on today.

I haven't a penny to my name and need my sleeping pills. SSD will probably turn me down, again. Medicaid is in limbo. I haven't been able to work in 2 years.

I took the leap, tried starting a small business, it has failed miserably. Racking up more bills in the process. I can't even remember why I tried. I can't think of why I should get out of bed.

When do things get better? Why do things have to be so impossible right now? Will I ever have a decent life? What purpose does all of this serve?

I guess I'm just blinded by the turmoil and stress right now.

Jen

[David MacLuckey]

Our reward is in living right and knowing that we do the right thing. I feel our purpose here is to learn. This journey is only a tempory thing, but we have to learn before we are allowed to progress to the next level. We are spiritual beings on a physical plane. Some times it is hard to figure out what or how to do some thing. Relax and center...you know the routine. Sending posative energy and an open invitation to you. Call me any time. I may be slow on my response, and will probably be off center, but talking is good therapy. And I have been given two ears and only one mouth. This means (to me) I should listen twice as much as I talk. So if you feel the need...Im a good listener.