Help for a brighter harvest

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it seems to be nearing harvest time now, but i feel as though all of my crops came out wrong. i worked so hard all year, to try and help, or try and understand or try and never give up on anyone or anything. all year i've felt like i've carried one load after another. but even so, it all seems like it was one big waste. anything good i would do would somehow annoy or anger someone. even being kind or forgiving . it seems as though i have done nothing right all year. and yet i keep trying, and yet i keep stumbling over myself. sigh...and now it's almost harvest time, and not a crop to show for it.
please goddess, show me people i can be there for, who wont mind having a ditzy friend with questionable verbal skills but good intentions. and please, above everything else, please show me how i can be the most help to others in good times and bad .