Jeleia
July 31st, 2004, 12:52 PM
I dreamt about him again last night....
A little background information: I dated this guy a little while back ( We met in January) . Since the moment I layed eyes on him, I fell. He told a mutual friend that I was the girl he was going to marry. We dated for about 3 months before things went bad, him being a full time worker and student made it a bit though for us to spend any time together, plus I had my own stuff going on.
It just wasn't the right time, so we stopped seeing each other all together. A month later he calls me and wants to see me. We go out for drinks and things went good. But again, with me working a 60+ hours a week and him working 2 jobs. There isn't a lot of time to see each other. Plus I think there is something he isn't telling me... We got in a little spat one night, and I haven't talked to him since. This was over a month ago.
I haven't been able to get the guy out of my head. I've tried to forget about him. I've had no contact with him whatsoever, and I still can't stop thinking about him. I just have that feeling deep down that its not over yet.
Lately I've been having dreams about him. The ones that stick in my head is the one where we want to be together but someone is always coming inbetween us. And the other one is where I go to meet him for coffee and he's very gentle with me, loving. He gets a long with my family... just an all around good feeling to the dream.
I read my own tarot cards last week regard this subject. I read with the shapeshifter deck, and I pulled the dreamer card (which means to pay attention to your dreams)
I'm looking at all this and I'm thinking to myself... could this actually mean something? Or is it just my influences, on my dream and on my tarot.
So I'm curious... what do you think about interpreting your own tarot/dreams/runes (whatever the method might be) do you think you influence the answer, or see things how you want to see them?
I read for myself all the time, I know a lot of other MWers do too... How do you avoid influencing your cards, or how do you know?
Also any advice would help too...
A little background information: I dated this guy a little while back ( We met in January) . Since the moment I layed eyes on him, I fell. He told a mutual friend that I was the girl he was going to marry. We dated for about 3 months before things went bad, him being a full time worker and student made it a bit though for us to spend any time together, plus I had my own stuff going on.
It just wasn't the right time, so we stopped seeing each other all together. A month later he calls me and wants to see me. We go out for drinks and things went good. But again, with me working a 60+ hours a week and him working 2 jobs. There isn't a lot of time to see each other. Plus I think there is something he isn't telling me... We got in a little spat one night, and I haven't talked to him since. This was over a month ago.
I haven't been able to get the guy out of my head. I've tried to forget about him. I've had no contact with him whatsoever, and I still can't stop thinking about him. I just have that feeling deep down that its not over yet.
Lately I've been having dreams about him. The ones that stick in my head is the one where we want to be together but someone is always coming inbetween us. And the other one is where I go to meet him for coffee and he's very gentle with me, loving. He gets a long with my family... just an all around good feeling to the dream.
I read my own tarot cards last week regard this subject. I read with the shapeshifter deck, and I pulled the dreamer card (which means to pay attention to your dreams)
I'm looking at all this and I'm thinking to myself... could this actually mean something? Or is it just my influences, on my dream and on my tarot.
So I'm curious... what do you think about interpreting your own tarot/dreams/runes (whatever the method might be) do you think you influence the answer, or see things how you want to see them?
I read for myself all the time, I know a lot of other MWers do too... How do you avoid influencing your cards, or how do you know?
Also any advice would help too...