Arinya
August 9th, 2004, 02:39 AM
Here is what happened to me last night...
Last night I came home around 5am from dancing at a goth club about 3 hours away. My SO and I go to bed around 6am after some well :fpoke: and he passes out. I toss and turn as usual (I've had a nasty case of insomnia due to a changed and inconsistent sleep schedule for about a week) and am unable to fall asleep. My body and mind are finally relaxing and I begin hearing singing. It was...it was...the most beautiful sound I have ever heard. It was the singing of a woman or of many people, or both I do not know. It was in another language and sounded possibly celtic or irish? This is just the impression I got it could be wrong.
I listened to the singing for how long I do not know before I truely realized what I was listening to and when this happened it stopped. I closed my eyes again and thought about what I'd just heard and it returned quieter but then my mind would get excited and it would fade again. This is the same thing that happens when I try to astral project and meditate, once I realize success is near my mind gets overly excited and I lose the ability to medtate or astral project. But anyway...that is what happened when I tried to hear it again.
So my question is...has anything like this ever happened to any of you? I am posting it in this form because I think it may have been a Goddess or divine spirit of some sort contacting me, perhaps giving me a sign that it is time to search deeper into the spiritual realms and no longer remain saftely on the surface. And...does this experience remind anyone of any deities?
Last night I came home around 5am from dancing at a goth club about 3 hours away. My SO and I go to bed around 6am after some well :fpoke: and he passes out. I toss and turn as usual (I've had a nasty case of insomnia due to a changed and inconsistent sleep schedule for about a week) and am unable to fall asleep. My body and mind are finally relaxing and I begin hearing singing. It was...it was...the most beautiful sound I have ever heard. It was the singing of a woman or of many people, or both I do not know. It was in another language and sounded possibly celtic or irish? This is just the impression I got it could be wrong.
I listened to the singing for how long I do not know before I truely realized what I was listening to and when this happened it stopped. I closed my eyes again and thought about what I'd just heard and it returned quieter but then my mind would get excited and it would fade again. This is the same thing that happens when I try to astral project and meditate, once I realize success is near my mind gets overly excited and I lose the ability to medtate or astral project. But anyway...that is what happened when I tried to hear it again.
So my question is...has anything like this ever happened to any of you? I am posting it in this form because I think it may have been a Goddess or divine spirit of some sort contacting me, perhaps giving me a sign that it is time to search deeper into the spiritual realms and no longer remain saftely on the surface. And...does this experience remind anyone of any deities?