Sadb
August 18th, 2004, 03:32 AM
Merry Meet
Well I havent told anyone this in a few years but I dont think I could get any advise without first explaining a few "gifts" that I was born with. Now none of these gifts took any practice I just have them I guess you can say , The fist is that I can make things happen not move things mind you but more events , actions and yes once death ( my brothers healthy 3 year old snake ) when I say it out loud . These things also sometimes happen to my motherwho has a few unlucky things happen to exbosses or places of employment . Every place she ever was fired has burnt down or the boss has a heart attack or stroke . And her mother my grandmother can make lights turn on and off at will . We do not talk about these things as openly as I would like but its pretty hard to ignore . The secound "gift " that I have is I can "look" into someones mind by looking into their eyes and tell them everything about themselves and even what they are thinking about . I have not done this for over a year ago when a friend ask me to do it and I tranced out only seeing her become her worst fear (fire) . Yes as a kid I often used this talent to impress friends you dont realy worry about secrecy when having fun with your friends as a teenager .
Now that I have told what I have promised myself I never would but feel it is necessary to I will say what is frightening me lately . I was talking to my mom just two nights ago when she told me that during the 1970s my farther and his family got involved with something called "mind controle" now I was born in 86 so I have no idea what this is and niether does my mom . All my dad said was that after doing this he could tell someone over the phone exactly what they were doing or wearing even what they looked like .
Thats #1 of the wierd things that have happened to me the secound is the next night me and my mother once agaon got on the same subject and this time I said maybe I should go to a psychic that they might see something I dont , Well today t I ran into a psychic who upon noticing me grabs me and starts saying how she needs to read me I told her I didnt have the money and that Iam perfectly capable of scying she told me to come back later that she has to read my future or whatever . Now I know most commercial psychics are only out to make a buck and will go to extreams but grabbing someone and talking very fast seems more like something that would make someone leave not spend money wich is what I did and never did come back .
Other things have been happening to me also like when I astral project I'm pulled to someplace I do not know and it feels like I'm in a bear hug or something and can not get back to my body untill I start screaming . I have never astral projected without protection and always make sure I'm wearing my so called lucky pentagram when I do . Also my dreams have been more intence and I find myself lucid dreaming everynight .
If you dont already think I'm crazy this last odd thing will most likely change your mind . Befor I fully dreft off to sleep I hear my name being called softly at first and then to normal pitch at the sametime I see glowing eyes in the back of my head . Now I've heard screams and shouts befor going to bed but often its just my mind repeating what I heard during the day .
Maybe I'm just connecting all the wierd things in my life to generate a huge conspirecy but to me it feels like they mean something . I come here asking for help becouse I'm sure this cant be all to uncommon among those who have always had a calling to the unexplained . Any advise or opinion would help I realy would like to know if I'm crazy or not .
Bless Be
Well I havent told anyone this in a few years but I dont think I could get any advise without first explaining a few "gifts" that I was born with. Now none of these gifts took any practice I just have them I guess you can say , The fist is that I can make things happen not move things mind you but more events , actions and yes once death ( my brothers healthy 3 year old snake ) when I say it out loud . These things also sometimes happen to my motherwho has a few unlucky things happen to exbosses or places of employment . Every place she ever was fired has burnt down or the boss has a heart attack or stroke . And her mother my grandmother can make lights turn on and off at will . We do not talk about these things as openly as I would like but its pretty hard to ignore . The secound "gift " that I have is I can "look" into someones mind by looking into their eyes and tell them everything about themselves and even what they are thinking about . I have not done this for over a year ago when a friend ask me to do it and I tranced out only seeing her become her worst fear (fire) . Yes as a kid I often used this talent to impress friends you dont realy worry about secrecy when having fun with your friends as a teenager .
Now that I have told what I have promised myself I never would but feel it is necessary to I will say what is frightening me lately . I was talking to my mom just two nights ago when she told me that during the 1970s my farther and his family got involved with something called "mind controle" now I was born in 86 so I have no idea what this is and niether does my mom . All my dad said was that after doing this he could tell someone over the phone exactly what they were doing or wearing even what they looked like .
Thats #1 of the wierd things that have happened to me the secound is the next night me and my mother once agaon got on the same subject and this time I said maybe I should go to a psychic that they might see something I dont , Well today t I ran into a psychic who upon noticing me grabs me and starts saying how she needs to read me I told her I didnt have the money and that Iam perfectly capable of scying she told me to come back later that she has to read my future or whatever . Now I know most commercial psychics are only out to make a buck and will go to extreams but grabbing someone and talking very fast seems more like something that would make someone leave not spend money wich is what I did and never did come back .
Other things have been happening to me also like when I astral project I'm pulled to someplace I do not know and it feels like I'm in a bear hug or something and can not get back to my body untill I start screaming . I have never astral projected without protection and always make sure I'm wearing my so called lucky pentagram when I do . Also my dreams have been more intence and I find myself lucid dreaming everynight .
If you dont already think I'm crazy this last odd thing will most likely change your mind . Befor I fully dreft off to sleep I hear my name being called softly at first and then to normal pitch at the sametime I see glowing eyes in the back of my head . Now I've heard screams and shouts befor going to bed but often its just my mind repeating what I heard during the day .
Maybe I'm just connecting all the wierd things in my life to generate a huge conspirecy but to me it feels like they mean something . I come here asking for help becouse I'm sure this cant be all to uncommon among those who have always had a calling to the unexplained . Any advise or opinion would help I realy would like to know if I'm crazy or not .
Bless Be