depressed and stuffs. . .

[Sequoia]

Hi all. . .

I had a wonderful, if tiring day. . . starting my classes again at the JC. . . teachers so far are wonderful, and besides a headache all day I had a wonderful time. . . even did some karaoke with my sweetie. . .

And I'm sitting here all alone wrapped up in a blanket at the computer and I just can't help feeling depressed. . .I don't want to do my bedtime rituals, I don't want to curl up all alone again tonight, I don't want to sleep in my bed, I don't want to sleep in my room, but the couch kills my neck. . . I can't stay up, I've got to ge up by 6am. . . 6:30 at the LATEST. . . I feel so alone, even though I know that (maybe not physically) I'm surrounded by friends. . . but I'm so sad and lonely, I feel like crying.

I had such a wonderful day, why am I feeling like this?

Anybody wanna say hi? it'd be nice to talk to someone. . . my AIM is Sailors Gemini. . .

piccie is a funny one of my rpg character finding out that the egg she had been carrying around hatched, and it was this furry flying snake. . . pink and blue lol. . . and she said "AAWWWW. . . it's so UUGGLLY!!!" it had the whole gaming group cracking up. . .

[Sequoia]

now I'm listening to "Frozen" by Madonna. . .it's pretty. . . the melody, though. . . this is the first time I've actually listened to the lyrics. . . lol funny thing is, I"m singing along, though I can't recally really listening to this song before. . .

"you. . . hold. . . the key. . . " lol. . . it's pretty. . . it's actually in my vocal range. . . lol. . . stupid me, I"m a second alto. . .

[Sequoia]

I just want to talk to someone. . . I feel so alone. . . *sighs* why is it I'm feeling like this? I want to cry. . . no reason. . . just so alone-feeling. . .

attached is a piccy I just drew. . . it's of a succubus named Eve. . . character in an rpg I play sometimes. . .

[reanna]

:(:(:(

So sorry to here you are feeling blue doll!

I am not on aim or I would pop up on ya before I hit the hay!

I am sending big fuzzy warm gooey style cyber hugs down to you. I hope you feel better.

I know the kind of depressed feeling you are suffering from. I get it too sometimes. Have no idea why though. I chalk it up sometimes to just being way too mentally of a draining day or my hormones are in an uproar cuz it is getting to that time of the month.

I usually curl up and fall asleep and feel better in the morning.


Big loves to you!

[ladyrowan]

Hi Puma, sorry to hear you're feeling this way. We all go through it at times, especially late at night.
All i can say is that sometimes it does help to have a good cry, don't bottle it up. You might just need to release the tension.

<<<<<HUGS>>>>>

BB

[Sequoia]

*BIG HUGS BACK* thanks guys. . . I"m going to try to sleep now. . . I need to get up in 3 hours for more classes. . . figure I may as well try to sleep. . .

*HUGS* thanks again

[ladyrowan]

Sleep well hun. Take our loving thoughts with you

BB

[vocis noctis]

Sometimes I get SO happy, it makes me depressed cuz I run out of words and feelings take over.

At the moment I'm not very happy either, my relationship is not going well and that stuff depresses me a lot.
The worst feeling ever is the feeling of loneliness and to feel powerless in a situation you want to control.

[Sequoia]

You know, things ARE a lot better after some sleep. . .

I gave myself a good cry, but I still couldn't sleep. . . and then I started feeling all these fuzzy huggles. . . and I knew my guardians accounted for some of them, but I couldn't figure out the rest. They were familiar and warm, but I couldn't place 'em! And then I realized: they were my friends from Mystic Wicks.

Thanks guys.

*HUGS* I think the goddess gave me an ultra-power-nap too 8O

Well, I'm off to the jungle of finding my books! Thank you, everyone.

~Puma

[Merrie]

So glad you're feeling a bit better, hon! It happens to all of us sometimes. <<hugs>> But we all come out of it okay. :)

[Sequoia]

:) *nods*

Thanks guys. . . you're the best.