Confused

[cyber_fairie_king]

In previous threads I have explained how I can read a person's past feelings, past visions and all. This can only come when I am very calm and "in-tune" as I shall call it for the time being. But over the last few days since my daughter's moved down south I have been in uttermost rage tearing stuff, breaking stuff and I had to go for a walk in the city to calm me down. But with me being sooo angry and so hurt I started to feel EVERYONE'S past and it all came to me in one big hit. I mean, I was crying walking through the town but all I could get was layers upon layers of visions as though they were on top of each other. But the thing I don't understand is why did me being upset let me experience my gift more because I usually find it hard to get a vision to last long, but these were soo intense and so much pain, happiness, loss, guilt, remeniscince, joy and fear I just couldn't take it. I had a massive migrane for the next 2-3 days which I couldn't explain to family as they are non-believers. I'm just looking for an answer of why when I was so pissed off (excuse the language) I could pick up so much easier. I'm never one to raise my voice infront of a crowd of 3-4 people even?!?!

[Tobias]

The way things work for me is that I feel more in tune... shall I say -- psychicly, when I dissociate due to pain. In fact, there is nothing like a good dose of physical pain to help propell me into a deep altered state of conscienceness.

I find anger as a very powerful yet potentually spiritual emotion when I let myself go with it. It doesn't happen all that often for me, so I haven't been able to analyze the effects of anger. It does seem though that it could be anouther doorway into whatever state it is that sharpens our psychic perceptions.

[Nuiket]

The way things work for me is that I feel more in tune... shall I say -- psychicly, when I dissociate due to pain. In fact, there is nothing like a good dose of physical pain to help propell me into a deep altered state of conscienceness.

I find anger as a very powerful yet potentually spiritual emotion when I let myself go with it. It doesn't happen all that often for me, so I haven't been able to analyze the effects of anger. It does seem though that it could be anouther doorway into whatever state it is that sharpens our psychic perceptions.

I have to agree anger is a very strong emotion and it is amazing at how it can help unlock things. For me it helps inspire me to right poetry when I'm in a hurt mood than a happy mood. But writing and your powers are not the same thing. Yet it can be used to released what ever mental blocks that we may have up that we are not aware of.

[MidnightDances]

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