Phoenix Snowrose
September 13th, 2004, 09:16 PM
I'm requesting a burst of energy for enlightment and understanding for myself...the reason I ask is because I'm becoming very ill-tempered and shutting out those who love and care about. It's hard because everyone is just complaining about all the little problems they have and instead I want to focus on bigger worldly issues. Even thought I love my family and friends their daily petty issues make me want to beat my head into the wall. That's only the beginning of it!
I need to open up more to them and not be so hostile.(Or just open back up in general) All I feel is anger. It's like a hot spring or volcano errupting and I'm out to crush any and everything in my path. I don't know why I'm like this, it's very hard to explain. I get like this every now and then and when it happens it just makes things worse. If you have time and a little extra energy to help me out through this tough rut I would be so eternally grateful.
I need to open up more to them and not be so hostile.(Or just open back up in general) All I feel is anger. It's like a hot spring or volcano errupting and I'm out to crush any and everything in my path. I don't know why I'm like this, it's very hard to explain. I get like this every now and then and when it happens it just makes things worse. If you have time and a little extra energy to help me out through this tough rut I would be so eternally grateful.