ginaceltia
September 16th, 2004, 08:39 PM
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Hi I have Biploar disorder and its taken me on a ruff ride. I have spent 9 months in hospital, have been sectioned (committed 5 times), have even been restrained and enjected which gave me some insight into people who have been raped. When i am well I am fine, just like any other person, when manic or depressed I loose touch with reality. For this reason all my medical advisors dont like me been a hedge witch. They dont say the same to christians, and i have met alot more people who think they are Jesus than Harry POtter! So all my work I have to be secretive about.
Back last December the health service eas asking for people with experience of illness to be employed as advisors. I applied, I found a ritual to gain a job and use it, I also focsed during meditation seeing myself in the hospital carrying out the job. I got an interview but failed BUT was admitted two weeks later to the same hospital for 4 months! I think the work I was doing could have been something that manipluated others will ie to choose me for the job and as I understand trying to force anothers will can make spells back fire on you.
The very same job has come up again!! So I will apply but feeling very negative as most of my collegues will have seen me at my worse. But want to do something to help myself, perhaps work in a broader sense, using spells to increase my confidence, to speak in a manner to be understood. What do you think
Gina
Hi I have Biploar disorder and its taken me on a ruff ride. I have spent 9 months in hospital, have been sectioned (committed 5 times), have even been restrained and enjected which gave me some insight into people who have been raped. When i am well I am fine, just like any other person, when manic or depressed I loose touch with reality. For this reason all my medical advisors dont like me been a hedge witch. They dont say the same to christians, and i have met alot more people who think they are Jesus than Harry POtter! So all my work I have to be secretive about.
Back last December the health service eas asking for people with experience of illness to be employed as advisors. I applied, I found a ritual to gain a job and use it, I also focsed during meditation seeing myself in the hospital carrying out the job. I got an interview but failed BUT was admitted two weeks later to the same hospital for 4 months! I think the work I was doing could have been something that manipluated others will ie to choose me for the job and as I understand trying to force anothers will can make spells back fire on you.
The very same job has come up again!! So I will apply but feeling very negative as most of my collegues will have seen me at my worse. But want to do something to help myself, perhaps work in a broader sense, using spells to increase my confidence, to speak in a manner to be understood. What do you think
Gina