Aldrick
September 19th, 2004, 11:09 PM
Hi.
I'm just typing this as a vent, don't actually require any help, simply because I know nothing will help me, nothing will work, and that's not me saying it to get pitty, it's true...I haven't changed in this long I know my feelings will never change.
I'm still in love with my Ex. I can't help those feelings, I know I'll always be in love with her and there is nothing I can do about that. But she's with someone else, and they're even living together. I know I shouldn't but I want to tell her how I feel about her so much, I want to tell her that I love er and always will, but I'm afraid that she wont respond and once again we will stop talking.
I know that it wont do me any good, no matter what.
Say she loves me back, fine, but she's to nice to leave the guy for me and even if she does it'll be awhile untill either of us can move to be together again, and I already know most of her family wouldn't agree to it. An if she doesn't I'll just be driven into a deeper sorrow which, right now, is hard to imagine although I already know I wouldn't like it.
I'm just typing this as a vent, don't actually require any help, simply because I know nothing will help me, nothing will work, and that's not me saying it to get pitty, it's true...I haven't changed in this long I know my feelings will never change.
I'm still in love with my Ex. I can't help those feelings, I know I'll always be in love with her and there is nothing I can do about that. But she's with someone else, and they're even living together. I know I shouldn't but I want to tell her how I feel about her so much, I want to tell her that I love er and always will, but I'm afraid that she wont respond and once again we will stop talking.
I know that it wont do me any good, no matter what.
Say she loves me back, fine, but she's to nice to leave the guy for me and even if she does it'll be awhile untill either of us can move to be together again, and I already know most of her family wouldn't agree to it. An if she doesn't I'll just be driven into a deeper sorrow which, right now, is hard to imagine although I already know I wouldn't like it.