Silver_FireStar
October 11th, 2004, 01:02 PM
I may have already posted something like this before, but hey, I'm in a venting mood again.
Anyway my last college year was great. We all got along (save kyle, but he was really annoying and had to be the center of the class but outside of it wanted nothing to do with us) and no one backstabbed, Kyle knew just what we fealt of him (as did Jase when he quit three days before a show and recieved death threats). We were all friends, whent out together, knew each others secrets. Heck I even knew about the rapes, children, boyfriend girlfriend troubles of everyone. We never his anything from anyone. Sounds surreal eh? Not many people have that.
Before I whent to college I knew how people fealt, hate me or love me I knew it. No one back stabbed, slagged off behind you back or anything.
But this year, just in my drama class, people are back-stabbing, two-faced, arrogant etc. That shouldn't be the way with drama students. When you do drama there are some times you place your life in other peoples hands, and I can't do that with these people. Heck we had to do a corridor of sound, walking down two rows of students with your eyes closed and they make sounds. I didn't trust them with that, and I think I'll have a bruise on my shoulder from where Sarah punched me (she had to touch us when we got to the end so we knew when to open our eyes).
This is the first time in my life (save from work where I hear them over the phone when I ring to confirm my work times), where anyone's ever made me feel like they talk visciously about me behind my back. The first time in 17 years I don't know how people really think of me.
Anyway my last college year was great. We all got along (save kyle, but he was really annoying and had to be the center of the class but outside of it wanted nothing to do with us) and no one backstabbed, Kyle knew just what we fealt of him (as did Jase when he quit three days before a show and recieved death threats). We were all friends, whent out together, knew each others secrets. Heck I even knew about the rapes, children, boyfriend girlfriend troubles of everyone. We never his anything from anyone. Sounds surreal eh? Not many people have that.
Before I whent to college I knew how people fealt, hate me or love me I knew it. No one back stabbed, slagged off behind you back or anything.
But this year, just in my drama class, people are back-stabbing, two-faced, arrogant etc. That shouldn't be the way with drama students. When you do drama there are some times you place your life in other peoples hands, and I can't do that with these people. Heck we had to do a corridor of sound, walking down two rows of students with your eyes closed and they make sounds. I didn't trust them with that, and I think I'll have a bruise on my shoulder from where Sarah punched me (she had to touch us when we got to the end so we knew when to open our eyes).
This is the first time in my life (save from work where I hear them over the phone when I ring to confirm my work times), where anyone's ever made me feel like they talk visciously about me behind my back. The first time in 17 years I don't know how people really think of me.