RnR

[vocis noctis]

You helped me in the past by doing a reading for me. Could you please do another? I'm kinda curious about what it'll turn out to be ....

Thanks in advance :)

~Mark~

[rantnraven]

Are we focusing on the current issue or, are you looking for a more general reading?

RnR

[vocis noctis]

I don't know... perhaps both even... I think my ex girlfriend wants me back, and I think that will happen this friday .. she gives me hints of all kinds and she misses me and from the beginning I knew this love wasn't over... but a general reading as well.


Thanks my friend.

~Mark~

[rantnraven]

Celtic Cross seems in order. Check back tomorrow afternoon and I will have the reading by 5pm PDT.

Until then, be well and don't fret too much, K?

Blessings,
RnR

Love hath no bounds. ;)

[rantnraven]

At the last minute, I decided the Horse Shoe spread was more appropriate.

Significator: 8 of Shields: You have labored in both your work and life. You are tired of them both for the now and dream of something more eloquent. Nonetheless, you are one to pay attention to every detail even though it drains you and you receive little, or nothing, in return.

Past Conditions (we know what they are): Knight of Swords: This indicates that you took flight – initially ran away leaving your fire unattended. There was nothing you felt you could do at the time. This is true – there was nothing given your feelings on the matter.

Present Situation: Knight of Shields: You have taken on a roll that could be deemed false. It is easy now to puff out your chest to show those around you that you can be, and are, a hero. You want to win this battle even if it is un-winnable. Go to a park and watch the Pigeons – they will show you such struggle.

Future Outlook (this vexed me): Wild Card: In it is a Dragon holding a sword. This could mean anything and works in conjunction with the last card which I will get to.

Best approach to the situation: Major Arcana: Strength: Hold your ground. I feel that you fear the small things the most, right now. You look to concur Rome but are afraid of a small town. That small town could be your victory over all of Rome (it's been done).

Attitudes of others around you: 4 of Spears: This is not unusual. Most around you empathize only to give you a feeling that all will be okay. On the other hand, they want to encourage your strength as stated earlier. Most have been through this but they all want to help. They just don’t know how to help YOU – or anyone else going through this.

Challenges to be faced: 8 of Spears: Be careful. You are treading in an area fraught with dense foliage and undergrowth. Anything can trip you up or knock you down. There is a stream ahead, this will be the path to take. However, the waters are slow moving and a little brackish. You will not be able to see all of the rocks beneath the surface. As you travel, be sure of your hand holds should your footing give way. For the now, have a secondary safeguard.

Final Outcome: Page of Spears: This card would not talk to me and, working with the Future Outlook (the Wild Card), helped me not one little bit. I then drew a Clarifier on the Wild Card – 7 of Cups. The Goddess, so it appears, wishes me not to see, or tell me of, the future. Sorry. A ray of light comes your way but that light might be to much at the time. That is all I can see. That is the way this sometimes works.

I pray that this helps even though the Future cards would show themselves not.

Blessing to you,
RnR

[vocis noctis]

I think it is better for me to hear this today, than yesterday. So i's right on time.

Originally posted by rantnraven
At the last minute, I decided the Horse Shoe spread was more appropriate.

Significator: 8 of Shields: You have labored in both your work and life. You are tired of them both for the now and dream of something more eloquent. Nonetheless, you are one to pay attention to every detail even though it drains you and you receive little, or nothing, in return.

This is true. I am putting a lot of effort in getting a good job and going back to school, because I dropped out and regret that. I wish these things would pay themselves off. Also I have some financial problems that I'm struggling with and I want to do so much to solve this but it's so hard... I love my mum for helping me out with this.



Past Conditions (we know what they are): Knight of Swords: This indicates that you took flight – initially ran away leaving your fire unattended. There was nothing you felt you could do at the time. This is true – there was nothing given your feelings on the matter.
I was powerless... well we'll see today, it might pay itself off because I will see my love today.



Present Situation: Knight of Shields: You have taken on a roll that could be deemed false. It is easy now to puff out your chest to show those around you that you can be, and are, a hero. You want to win this battle even if it is un-winnable. Go to a park and watch the Pigeons – they will show you such struggle.

It is hard to fight without a real goal. Yes, I want to regain love of my last girlfriend, go back to school and get a job but I don't know how to set my priorities... well maybe I do but I am setting them wrong - and know it.



Future Outlook (this vexed me): Wild Card: In it is a Dragon holding a sword. This could mean anything and works in conjunction with the last card which I will get to.

Best approach to the situation: Major Arcana: Strength: Hold your ground. I feel that you fear the small things the most, right now. You look to concur Rome but are afraid of a small town. That small town could be your victory over all of Rome (it's been done).

I have to stay strong, I won't let myself be pushed out of the playing field by minor negativities. I'm the first player of my life and I have to win... I just have to. It's the only right way.



Attitudes of others around you: 4 of Spears: This is not unusual. Most around you empathize only to give you a feeling that all will be okay. On the other hand, they want to encourage your strength as stated earlier. Most have been through this but they all want to help. They just don’t know how to help YOU – or anyone else going through this.

People see there is something wrong but they don't know how to handle the situation and myself.... and although a lot of people have a lot of patience, maybe I require too much of them... maybe I'm letting others live my life and that's not the way...



Challenges to be faced: 8 of Spears: Be careful. You are treading in an area fraught with dense foliage and undergrowth. Anything can trip you up or knock you down. There is a stream ahead, this will be the path to take. However, the waters are slow moving and a little brackish. You will not be able to see all of the rocks beneath the surface. As you travel, be sure of your hand holds should your footing give way. For the now, have a secondary safeguard.

Maybe I have false hopes regarding my ex girlfriend... hm... I will probibly find out today.



Final Outcome: Page of Spears: This card would not talk to me and, working with the Future Outlook (the Wild Card), helped me not one little bit. I then drew a Clarifier on the Wild Card – 7 of Cups. The Goddess, so it appears, wishes me not to see, or tell me of, the future. Sorry. A ray of light comes your way but that light might be to much at the time. That is all I can see. That is the way this sometimes works.

I think, the future is undecided. Anything can happen and, as long as I choose the right path, things will work out ok. But no one knows what the outcome of today will be. Today is an important day for me.



I pray that this helps even though the Future cards would show themselves not.

Blessing to you,
RnR


This helps a lot, I am going to print this and read it a lot. Thanks RnR, you are a great friend.

Blessed be,

a nervous Mark ;).

[Myst]

Just my thoughts, and I may be totally out of line sharing them.

However, it seems to me you are always looking for someone to help you out - your girlfriend to come back, someone to tell you what path to take, etc. I think the time for you now is to realize that you can stand on your own two feet. Decide for yourself what your goals are, and accomplish them. Create a vision statement, or even just a plan. Decide how you can finish school and do it. I know it doesn't seem that easy, but once you sit down and decide what you want to do you can take time to work things out - meditate and look inside yourself for guidance. Feel confident in yourself. Don't let this girlfriend thing hold you down - I realize it's hard, but you have other priorities that need to come first here. If she's meant to come around, she will, and in the meantime you'll be reaching your goals and creating a better life for yourself and for whoever you will end up with. Once you've decided your goals and believe you can reach them you just can't choose the wrong path - that intent and strong will will always guide you the right way! Brightest blessings in your future on deciding these goals and devising a plan to attain them!

[rantnraven]

Originally posted by vocis noctis
This helps a lot, I am going to print this and read it a lot. Thanks RnR, you are a great friend.

Blessed be,

a nervous Mark ;).

I am here on the porch anytime you need me. I'm sure the others feel the same way.

Blessings, my Friend,
RnR

[vocis noctis]

Willow Raven ~ I have to think a bit about your post before I can make a good reply on it, I have read it but I'm going to think about it first... :)


Well... today and yesterday turned out pretty interesting...

About my g/f: Our love was ment to be. She and I are back together, we have decided to take things slow and take our time. One of the major reasons for our breakup was the fact we were often WAY too bored (summer holidays) so we both started to think too much negative things and it didn't work out. We are back with new agreements but today was such a great day for us both... we were intimate together like never before. Yes we did have sex, but today, for the first time, she wanted to give herself fully to me (rather than keeping herself clothed). It was so great!! (For all the worried people: Yes we always do it safe ;))

Blessings to all,

~:DMark:D~