A little help please ...

[OriginalWacky]

… Or maybe I need a LOT of help.


I hurt. We can’t get our house. I miss my children. They have bronchitis. We can’t get the new dog. The Mate is in major pain. We can’t buy his meds. We can’t buy my med. Some of the kitties are still ill. My favorite kitty at the rescue died. My husky is not eating well. We may lose this house. We need to fix the van. My dogs probably have worms. I miss my children. I haven’t been able to talk to them for days. The Mate’s 50th birthday is next week, and if I’m lucky, I can buy him a card. No more than that. I itch, a LOT. Our van has major problems. We’re behind on our utilities. I need to spay my girls, they are just about to start going into heat. I miss my children. They are too far away. There were several deaths in my friend’s family, all in one week. I hate funerals. I can’t even go to these. I have a migraine. We’re short two people at work. Cold weather aggravates my psoriasis. The Mate’s ex is trying to sue him for $30,000+, on a completely BS claim. And she kept his son. I miss my children. I don’t think I will be able to see them for the holidays. I’ve been throwing up all evening. I’ve hit a low.


Need I go on? I’m having a really rough time being upbeat, positive or happy right now. Being bipolar isn’t the worst thing, but when I’m down, I’m DOWN. I am having an anxiety attack. It’s hard to catch my breath. My heart is pounding. I can’t focus. I guess it’s time to break down and admit I need help.

[Rowan MoonDragon]

Oh, Sweetie, I"m so sorry. Energy is on the way. Hang in there, hun. If you need an ear, pm me. I've been there. It'll get better. *GREAT BIG OL CYBER BEAR HUG*

[Teresa]

:hugz::hugz: Sending you energies Hun !! Hang in there.I am definitely adding You to my prayer list and I will dress another candle for prosperity !

[Romani Vixen]

I'm lighting a candle for you when I get home.

******huggs*****

[AuroraSilvermist]

Aw, hon! :hugz: I'm doing a new moon banishing ritual tonight for my own family, and I'm going to include yours...and anyone else at MW who needs to rid their lives of a lot of awful JUNK. Sending energy your way!

[misschief]

sure. it's the new moon, i'll see what i can do.

[Aleannah]

sending energy your way to use as you need.... :hugz:

[Shanti]

~hugs hon~ :(

[GryphonGirl]

Sending ~hugs~ and and bunches of Energy...hope you get the help you need. Would that I could do something.....:hugz:

[Nadira_Akila]

You're going through ALOT...please be strong and try and hang in there. I am sneding energy your way and know health&prosperity are coming your way.


Peace&Light
Nadira

[emmunite]

Blessings and energy to you and yours. I can empathize with the world seems to be weighing down and adding more and more. Draw stregnth and courage from within...you are stronger then you realize. All the good you do...things will pick up. Do what you can day by day. If I lived closer or had the room...I'd love to take in the pup...I was reading the other thread today. When it all seems to be too much...think on all the good you've done with the rescue. *hugs*

[magick_faerie]

my love sent to you freind......you are in my thoughts.

brightest blessings sent

fae

[Magicfuzzies]

have a little faith (and maybe a little chocolate) and you'll be fine. hugs and energy your way.

[morrigen]

Sweetie...you give so much, both on here and IRL.

I wish there was more I could do...you certainly helped me and Monty..and so many others...

If you need to talk, I'm just a pm away. I'll be sending energies and you'll stay in my thoughts. :hugz:

[Tullip Troll]

Thats a real mess and I will send you lots of energy and love....

Sounds like the universe is trying to tell you something and it's starting to yell at you.

MheraPai

the universe has yelled at me a time or two as well

[Old Witch]

Energy sent....

[Memory's Flame]

(((HuGZ)))

I am sending lots of warm healing energy your way! I do hope that things get better for you in the near future!

[ObsidianSunrise]

:hugz: :hugz: :hugz: I am so sorry OW! I wish I could be there if for nothing else to do your dishes and rub your back for you. I sat at my kitchen table the other day and cried, just wishing someone would come do my dishes so I could realign myself. My kids live in another state, one with her aunt while she is in college and my son with his Dad. As much as I wanted them to move to Texas with me, they wanted to stay in Oklahoma with thier friends in the same school they had always attended. And I couldn't deny them that. It's like losing a major part of your soul, I know. And when everything else is going wrong, that feeling gets so much worse. I won't tell you I know exactly how you feel, because no one really can, but I have an idea. I'm sending you all the energies I can, I just wish I could do more though. If you ever need to talk, I'll listen with open ears (eyes), mind and heart. :hugz: :hugz: :hugz:

[Nissala]

:hugs: oh sweetie, healing, postive energies on the way.

[LadyAutumnCat]

Oh sweetie, you are receiving all of the energy I can spare. You have always been here for me, you have always nurtured me through my pain and issues. Remember what you told me? The mother will always lead us on the right path, we're never lost, it just may seem that way. Those words helped me through. You have to trust! I know how tough it is, I certainly understand! I will do whatever I can! :hugz: support and more :hugz:

Thinking of you sweetie, things will get better.

[DraconisArcanus]

Oh, Sweetie, I"m so sorry. Energy is on the way. Hang in there, hun. If you need an ear, pm me. I've been there. It'll get better. *GREAT BIG OL CYBER BEAR HUG*


DITTO in a big way...energy sent hun!