Anybody step on a ripped out heart?

[jili]

If anyone has stepped on a ripped out heart, it's probably mine! I had to put my 19 year old kitty to sleep today because she had a bad tumour and was too old and frail to have surgery. She was gone so fast - poor little one was ready, I think. Dash it, dash it all to you know where. At least I was with her and the doctor was extremly compassionate. :( :( :( Her 5 yr. old brother is moping around the house looking for her and I feel so guilty. What a drag. I keep seeing her everywhere, looking to see if I'm going to trip over her and looking out under her favorite tree.

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[SpikesPet5150]

I'll be sending you some good thoughts, Jili. I'm so sorry for your loss. Your kittie is in my thoughts. I hope you feel a little better soon.
Lots of Love and Hugs,
~Bree

[Swanspirit]

May she walk with the Goddess BAST and be forever honored until she returns
Blessed Be
Swannie

[Wiccan Maeve]

I am so sorry Jili, my thoughts are with you.

Love & light,
HoneyDreads

[Sequoia]

ooooh jili. . . . *HUGS* I know how hard it is. . .may she be with Bast, may she be happy and healthy wherever she is now. I'm sure she's smiling at you right at this moment! *hugs*

[Socharis]

Awww i trult feel or you,m im sending some good energies your way.

[jili]

:heartthro Thanks for the good kitty vibes guys. When Tammy was given the injection I was saying prayers to Bast and telling my little kitty girl there were a lot of others waiting on the other side to take care of her. I do feel guilty for letting her go even though it was the best decision. I keep looking for her and so does my other cat. :( The good thing is that she had a good life even though she had a rough start. She was abused as a baby and rescued by a neat woman who adopted her out to me. Those little fur people always seem to be able to steal my heart.