please help with possible interpretations; thank you

[GDA]

I recently did a celtic cross reading with my Aquarian deck; it was a reading for the month of september-- any thoughts on the consecutive cards backwards for both suits or the fact that only cups and swords were drawn? please comment if you have time, thanks:

1 -9 of cups
2- 8 of cups
3- 7 of cups
4- 6 of cups
5- 5 of cups (R)
6- page / swords(R)
7- 10 swords (R)
8- 9 swords (R)
9- 8 swords (R)
10- 7 swords (R)

[Dagda Moon~Lily]

Wow! that is quite the layout~! The first thing that comes to mind is .....how well did you shuffle?? ;)

From what I can get.....Obviously this is about your feelings/relationships and your mental state/way of thinking.

Covering you is the wish card. You're feeling pretty content with the way things are. Crossing you, is the 8 of cups....a card which speaks of things that work for/against you: displeasure, the need to walk away from a situation or feeling that there is something missing. In the past decisions have had to be made.....and there are also fanciful dreams....maybe make something out to be more than it is. :D Recently you have been thinking about happier times, remember things that were better. You are seeing loss, feeling lonely and as if you have hit rock bottom. (I usually don't read with reversed cards.....if I do...I see them as 'weakening or opposing' the upright meaning) Pages are usually about communication, messages/news. I think, you aren't speaking your mind. You are just clamming up and keeping your thoughts and opinions to yourself.

You are recoving from the feeling of being run-down, you're picking yourself up and sorting things out. Other's see that you are spending too much time mulling this situation over and dragging it out. You're lesson is to learn patience as you are being impatient for things to manifest. In the end, the situation will be left behind, taking what you can with you. Possibly, you are reluctant to go. You are still looking back over your shoulder.

In either case, the possible future reinforces the outcome card. There will be losses and the need to walkaway.

I also feel your heart is battling it out with your mind and vice verse, of course. You are torn with your heart telling you one thing and your head telling you another.

Okay. That is what I got. If it's totally way off....I would suggesting shuffling again, concentrating on your question, or the intent of the spread (September forecast) and give it another try. If similar cards come....then the cards are trying to tell you something here. If not....maybe this was just a fluke and you may need to "clean" your cards of negative energy and energy build up. :D

~D