Nepheria
November 24th, 2004, 02:58 PM
Greetings!
All righteo. I've a question to ask some of you. I have heard the calling of another Goddess--The Lady Ishtar. Who would have thought? It actually happened around the time I was doing the research for the Lilith thread that was going for a while. Somehow, Lilith went to Inanna, to Erishkigal. It's a very odd story and I'm not sure how to explain it. I kept feeling drawn to the Inanna and Erishkigal thing before this though. However, I didn't want anymore 'Dark' Deities on my worshiping list. It's quite full, I tell you! Not that it's a bad thing. I just kept thinking that I needed some more, 'Light,' to balance myself. Balance can happen in weird ways.
Anyhow, The other evening I was doing a reading with my Goddess Oracle cards. I thought in my head, 'What is the meaning of this Inanna/Erishkigal pull? Are these the Goddesses calling to me?' I cut the deck and looked at the bottom card in my right hand--Ishtar. I opened my Oracle book to look and see what sort of Goddess Ishtar was. I opened the book right to the page on Ishtar. Now, this is utterly absurd but my Oracle book had a violet aura around it. Since when do books have auras?
The little bit of information that the book had was not satisfying my curiosity. I got online and did a little bit of research only to see a thickly drawn line connecting Ishtar to Inanna and Inanna to Ishtar. Was I tricked?
I wasn't going to accept Inanna because of what she represented to me. 'Embracing the Shadows,' I've been quite sick of being sucked into the Shadows but apparently I wasn't learning from those experiences. So, I'm guessing Inanna called to me in the form of Ishtar. Or Ishtar in the form of Inanna... I also found out that Ishtar is a War Goddess. That left me shaking my head, "Great, Just great. More War Goddess energy. Whoohoo! Like I don't get enough of that from the rest?" Apparently not. I prayed to Ishtar because as I was staring at my Oracle book, I felt her. She didn't have the fiery energy that The Morrigan has, she had a subtle energy. Nearly soothing. I felt like a giddy little girl meeting someone new that was both fascinating and very interesting. It's been a few days since the Oracle incident. I asked Ishtar to show me in my dreams what she wished or asked of me. Was she taking me as a Daughter? It felt like it, but who knows. I haven't remembered much of my dreams except for Tigers and Spiders. (I'm having bad spider incidents lately--Goddess only knows what that's trying to tell me.) To my knowledge, Ishtar is associated with the Lions and Snakes (A totem of mine). I don't know about Tigers. So far, she seems distant yet very much there.
The main question I have for those of you that work with her is this: What is your experience with her? What sort of Goddess does she feel like to you? By the way, any information regarding Ishtar would be wonderful and appreciated. I'm finding redundant stuff. Is Ishtar Inanna? What's her associations with Erishkigal, do you think? Is she both? Eh? Really, so far it seems that Ishtar isn't really light, but she's not really dark. Does anyone else pick up on this?
Wowee. That felt like an essay. :)
Blessings,
Nepheria.
All righteo. I've a question to ask some of you. I have heard the calling of another Goddess--The Lady Ishtar. Who would have thought? It actually happened around the time I was doing the research for the Lilith thread that was going for a while. Somehow, Lilith went to Inanna, to Erishkigal. It's a very odd story and I'm not sure how to explain it. I kept feeling drawn to the Inanna and Erishkigal thing before this though. However, I didn't want anymore 'Dark' Deities on my worshiping list. It's quite full, I tell you! Not that it's a bad thing. I just kept thinking that I needed some more, 'Light,' to balance myself. Balance can happen in weird ways.
Anyhow, The other evening I was doing a reading with my Goddess Oracle cards. I thought in my head, 'What is the meaning of this Inanna/Erishkigal pull? Are these the Goddesses calling to me?' I cut the deck and looked at the bottom card in my right hand--Ishtar. I opened my Oracle book to look and see what sort of Goddess Ishtar was. I opened the book right to the page on Ishtar. Now, this is utterly absurd but my Oracle book had a violet aura around it. Since when do books have auras?
The little bit of information that the book had was not satisfying my curiosity. I got online and did a little bit of research only to see a thickly drawn line connecting Ishtar to Inanna and Inanna to Ishtar. Was I tricked?
I wasn't going to accept Inanna because of what she represented to me. 'Embracing the Shadows,' I've been quite sick of being sucked into the Shadows but apparently I wasn't learning from those experiences. So, I'm guessing Inanna called to me in the form of Ishtar. Or Ishtar in the form of Inanna... I also found out that Ishtar is a War Goddess. That left me shaking my head, "Great, Just great. More War Goddess energy. Whoohoo! Like I don't get enough of that from the rest?" Apparently not. I prayed to Ishtar because as I was staring at my Oracle book, I felt her. She didn't have the fiery energy that The Morrigan has, she had a subtle energy. Nearly soothing. I felt like a giddy little girl meeting someone new that was both fascinating and very interesting. It's been a few days since the Oracle incident. I asked Ishtar to show me in my dreams what she wished or asked of me. Was she taking me as a Daughter? It felt like it, but who knows. I haven't remembered much of my dreams except for Tigers and Spiders. (I'm having bad spider incidents lately--Goddess only knows what that's trying to tell me.) To my knowledge, Ishtar is associated with the Lions and Snakes (A totem of mine). I don't know about Tigers. So far, she seems distant yet very much there.
The main question I have for those of you that work with her is this: What is your experience with her? What sort of Goddess does she feel like to you? By the way, any information regarding Ishtar would be wonderful and appreciated. I'm finding redundant stuff. Is Ishtar Inanna? What's her associations with Erishkigal, do you think? Is she both? Eh? Really, so far it seems that Ishtar isn't really light, but she's not really dark. Does anyone else pick up on this?
Wowee. That felt like an essay. :)
Blessings,
Nepheria.