Update

[FaerieGothMommy]

I haven't really been posting much, so thought i'd give you all an update.

I've been keeping off websites, just to try and keep myself busy in others way, gets things done and so on.... I'm on a roll about feeling better with myself & i don't want to ruin that!

I have just finished my last assignment on my Parapsychology course, i just have my final examination left now ... Please wish me luck that all goes well!
I've also been getting myself out more (with my partner) BUT i did walk home with my daughter on our own for a SECOND time! I can really feel myself getting better, i never thought i would!
I even bought a self help hypnosis tape for self-esteem... Oh my, i recommend this to anyone!!!! I can feel the benefits after just 4 days of using it, i feel loads more relaxed and confident with myself & i've learnt how to compose myself when i'm in an awkward situation.
AND, i'm sure as many of you are, i'm sorting out all christmas stuff, theres nothing worse than having to buy christmas pressies at the last minute in a busy town centre!

I'm gona be posting new pics of my babies soon :) they are growing too fast! Ethan is rolling all over the place, and has been trying to pick himself up in crawl position, and Elliemay is her usual little cheeky self :)

So there ya go, i'll post when i can! :flowers:

[Keroberos]

yay, good for you, I'm so glad that you're feeling better. Good Luck with Christmas, I like to get my shopping done early, crowded shops not so much. But much love for you and the kiddies and so glad your feeling better

[WingedTigerChild]

Glad to hear you're doing better! I wish you all the best. :) Can't wait to see the pics! Your kids are some of the cutest! :hearthear

[*Rain*]

Hey, Well done chicks, so glad things are going well for you.

Can't wait to see those new photos of the little 'uns.

[Fairyelf]

HI!
well thats so good to hear!
everything seems to be going well for you!
I also cant wait to see more pics!
take care, big hugs!!! :bouncysmi

[IndigoMoon]

:hugz: I am so glad everything is going good for you. I'm proud of you too, for taking good care of yourself. That's going to make your life better in all areas. Good Luck on your exam, and good luck with your xmas shopping too. I know how crazy that can get.

[Ramarious]

Good luck on your final exam.

[TWILIGHTSKY]

:) That's GREAT FGM!! I'm so glad you're feeling good! I hope you have the best Christmas ever!! I'm stalling on putting up my tree this year. Conner is 17 months, and he's MUCH more wild than his sister was!!
(All I can imagine is him climbing it...) Keep up the great work! I'm glad you were able to find something that helps you without having to give up nursing yet! :)

[Faeawyn]

Sounds like you are doing wonderfully. Bravo for you. I'm so happy you're feeling better. Please do post the name of that tape for some of our other members. It sounds fabulous. Best of luck on your exam. And give your babies a big Christmas hug from me :hugz:

[FaerieGothMommy]

:) Thank you guys!!

The name of the tape is Build Your Self Esteem [AUDIOBOOK] by Glenn Harrold.
Some people have a problem with his accent though and don't feel relaxed by it. I think it's really relaxing though, i reckon the ppl who will have most problem with it is americans or other people outside of UK, only because it's an English voice. He does other titles too, like meditation, confidence, stop smoking and loads more....... I love it, and will definatly buy more! And to me, doing things like this are much better than going straight to taking meds :) I'm happy i am controling it with things other than meds! I definatly recommend it!

[FaerieGothMommy]

:) That's GREAT FGM!! I'm so glad you're feeling good! I hope you have the best Christmas ever!! I'm stalling on putting up my tree this year. Conner is 17 months, and he's MUCH more wild than his sister was!!
(All I can imagine is him climbing it...) Keep up the great work! I'm glad you were able to find something that helps you without having to give up nursing yet! :)

Heh, i remember my daughter like that last year, she was also 17 months old last christmas & she LOVED the christmas tree, several times when it nearly toppled over :lol: luckily, my son seems much more laid back than she was.... Shes a right wild child! lol...

Thanks again for your encouragment!

[Morr]

im so proud of you! and i have lots of faith in you, i KNOW you'll be able to overcome everything! Its great that you are taking matters into your own hands and doing something about it!

keep me updated, as always!

looking forward to seeing awesome pics of the awesome kidlets!!

:hugz:

[Jenne]

:hugz: for you FGM! We miss ya around here! I'm so glad life is coming around for you. You sound so happy, so grounded and centered. Hugs, Chickie!

[elfmage]

:hugz: Glad things are getting better.