LittlePerson
December 3rd, 2004, 03:01 PM
My Lord Eros, I thank you for helping me to understand that the threads of my life which have been woven with my husbands have been woven with a love and uniqueness. I had thought for so long that he had to have his thread just like mine and his tapestry to look like mine that I failed to recognize the beauty in his own and what he could contribute to my tapestry, our tapestry. I have started to thank him for all he does for us and for me and I know it wasn't right to expect him to just get a job just because I wanted him to. He makes a better domesticator. He cooks and cleans better than I do. He likes to do it. He drives better than I do. He even shops better than I do. I work hard at my job and I am determined to do well at it and succeed. But for so long I thought I was doing it all for me, but now if eyes opened by love, I know I'm doing it for us. Love is a mysterious thing and sometimes couples who love don't look or act the same as other couples. We are going to succeed together and I pray that one day my wonderful house husband will become the wonderful stay at home dad we both want him to be and for us to start a family. But we are taking it one step at a time and pray that I will succeed at my job and our wealth will grow over the years so that we can then start our family. Amen.