Small dilemma

[Emerald Sky]

Okay, I've been trying to do a reading the past several nights on what I need to know / where a relationship in my life is going. I've done maybe six readings, and every time I get NOTHING. The cards are just meaningless and unrelated. I'm getting the feeling that I'm not supposed to inquire about this relationship or something. ??? :rolleyes:

So, can someone help me and do a spread for me. Here's a bit of backup information:

When I was in HS I had a male best friend. My boyfriend at the time, who ended up being my first husband, was totally jealous and didn't like the idea that I had a male best friend. The best friend ended up changing schools and we parted on bad terms b/c of my boyfriend. After 13 years (and a divorce from the first husband) we got back in contact and have again become very close friends.

I'd just like a reading to see what I need to know about my relationship with him or where it's going. We're just friends - we're both married - if that helps. Oh, and we live in different states.

Thanks!!!! :p

[Silver Venus]

I havent felt like reading with my cards all week and Im sorry to say I dont really want to try and read for you today.
I will on Monday though if I feel better about everything.
With all the horrific tragedy I think everyone has been deeply effected in all kinds of ways.

Maybe your gut feeling is right and you or he doesnt want you to really know the truth about this relationship? Gut feelings are normally right. :)
Or maybe its just a bad week for you too and you could wait till next week.. or whatever you feel ready and yourself again.

Sorry I cant be of much help.
Peace to you, your friend and the world
:sunny:

[Twilight Garden]

Could it possibly be that the cards are telling you that this is not where you need to focus your energy right now? Is it something that you *need* an answer to right away? I'd suggest that you give it some time then, come back to the question. Sometimes too, it can be difficult to do readings for yourself. Especially when there is a prefered outcome.

[Drew]

Have you charged you cards latley? I know, in my experience, that when stuff like that happens that the cards need to be charged. Prehaps leave them out in the sun for the day(face up) of out under a full moon if possible.