yemayasdaughter
September 23rd, 2001, 11:17 PM
I dont know where to begin. I have been battling depression for most of my adult life. I have survived the darkest of the storm, and have dug myself out of the pit of despair.. time and time again, to stand tall.
These last few months, I have seen the clouds of the horizon and I thought I would stand tall, and ride it out. But it is the same storm, that I have weathered in the past... that threatens to consume me now.
Goddess, I ask of you to shine on me. Please give me the strength to survive this. Because I dont know why I am here on this Earth, in this body, if everything I do ends in hearbreak. I feel so alone, I feel this void, that is growing wider and wider as each day passes. And I fear that soon there will be nothing of me left.
Mother please come to me, let me know that you are with me. I dont know who to turn to for help, if not you... Please show me I am still your daughter and that you still love me.
These last few months, I have seen the clouds of the horizon and I thought I would stand tall, and ride it out. But it is the same storm, that I have weathered in the past... that threatens to consume me now.
Goddess, I ask of you to shine on me. Please give me the strength to survive this. Because I dont know why I am here on this Earth, in this body, if everything I do ends in hearbreak. I feel so alone, I feel this void, that is growing wider and wider as each day passes. And I fear that soon there will be nothing of me left.
Mother please come to me, let me know that you are with me. I dont know who to turn to for help, if not you... Please show me I am still your daughter and that you still love me.