vampire

[Angele]

i'm hoping someone in here can help me or give me a way to help myself. i'm having a terrible problem with a psychic vampire. yesturday was the worst attack in a long time, i felt so weak all that i could do was sleep all evening. typically when i am being drained i feel tense all over but esp. in my throat area i feel as though someone is gripping me there and choking me. when it is very bad like yesturday the tension turns into a strong burning sensation and at this point i feel distinct sensations at the crown of my head and over my third eye. i have tried the protection thing, and a psychic shield but that did not work for long... the first time it worked for a month, and the time just keeps decreasing every time i try it. i have read that pschic vampires can feed off of your sheild because it is energy based, but if the sheild will not work what will? what complicates the situation even more is that i think the person who is doing this to me is my mother. the feeling i previously described is most prominent preceding a phone call or SMS from her, in addition the more distant i am from her the less it bothers me, but if i see her often particularly if we have verbal exchange the worse it gets. the last time that we saw each other we had a big arguement and i think that that is the cause, since then i feel as though her thoughts have been strongly focused on me (she tried to call me twice yesturday but thank goodness i didn't hear my phone ring). i don't think she even knows what she is doing. so i'm sending out an SOS... help! please ! anyone!!!

-Angele

[abrakus]

the only thing i can think of is a shield, maybe try meditating. its sounds a little bit weird, but it might help your emotions keep at bay. then try a sheild. i'm going to ask moondragn to give some advice. hopefully he'll be able to help you more than i can. if not try the vampyre forum in paths, im sure there'll be some help in there.

[MoonDragn]

How are you constructing this shield. Make sure you are not draining yourself keeping this shield going. The headache and stuff can also occur when you run out of psychic energy powering your shield. Try to banish your shield and eat some meat. It will help ground all the energy. Get some malachite or hermatite and wear it around you to help you ground.

This should cut off the link from the psychic vampire. When you go to reshield, make sure your shield draws energy from the earth not you. Or else you will get headaches everytime you run out of energy.

You receive constant energy into your crown chakra from the cosmic and energy from the root chakra from the earth, to be balanced they should mix in your body. Thats what grounding does. When a psychic vampire draws energy from you they throw off this balance. Your body tries to draw more energy from the crown chakra and fails because it cannot reground.

I'm speaking from personal experience so interpret this in relation to what you perceive it as.

[Angele]

thank you very much for the advice and concern. i will start working on it right away. however i am quite limited in how i can respond to this threat becasue i am not a practicing witch right now. i started off very well then stopped abruptly because some things just did not feel right at the time. now that i am again pursuing this seriously i would still like to take it one baby step at a time. amoung other things i ned some one - one single person who is willing to spend the time helping me where i need help. it is true that these forums are a great resouce but one person would be more effective than 100000 in this case. i have found covens but they seemed more to be scams than anything else... claiming to be established covens from England and requesting thousands of dollars to join :noway:
anyway thanks again.

-Angele

[Zophael]

I'm a pv who can empathize with both you and your mother.

Assuming she is your vamp, you really need to talk with her, or more importantly she needs to listen to you. You can put up all the shields you want, but if you want a relationship with her it's going to be a drain on you. She needs to understand what kind of effect she's having on you both by her behavior and her state of mind. You need not put it in terms of psychic vampirism. When she realizes the affect she has on you, with some help, she can control her vampiric nature wether she's awakened or not. I suggest you maintain some distance from her for a time. Limiting her time with you will encourage good behavior and she will be less likely to squander her time bickering. Over time this can develop into a good healthy relationship.

I'm sorry I can't give you more specific help. Feel free to contact me if you have further questiions.

[keeley]

hello,
Have you thought about using massage techqunesyoumight want to try shiatzu, NO NEEDLES.

[MoonDragn]

You need not be a practicing witch to learn these techniques. Look into some psychic defense books out there, there are quite a few of them.

[keeley]

sorry about the spelling error it should have read massage techniques you might want to try like Shiatsu ( a form of massage) massage. again i applogise for the error.

[TheSpiritWithin]

You obviously know about sheilding. My advice and I very rarely give this is just to back away and not practice for a spell. You need to take a step backwards until you are able to see the full picture. I am actually afraid for you. When you are in control of your fear go to your nearest Wiccan association and ask for advice.

I feel there is something terribly wrong here. You are under attack. x.

Julie
the spirit within.
xo