A lot going on in my life, energy/prayers appreciated...

[Kuruni]

Greetings and blessings to all of you. I haven't been on here in a long time, due to lots of things (school mostly). But I figured since I am in a really bad place right now I would request some energy/prayers...

Right now, I'm kinda feeling.. not good. My depression has resurfaced due to many things: my friend totalled my car a few weeks ago, so I've been feeling caged, then my best friend and I have been fighting and she moved an hour away to live with her dad so I don't get to see her as much, also my parents are making me go to Narcotics Anonymous meetings and there has been a lot of tension in my household lately because of that. I'm just... extremely down now. I've been getting crap from everyone about things I'm supposedly not doing right in my life. And to top it all off, I have a 4 page term paper due tomorrow and my brain isn't functioning, I can't seem to write right now. I'm also sick, my neck and jaw are swollen, and I don't know why, my head hurts, I've been short of breath lately... it just seems that my life is going down the drain. I have been in one of the happiest places in my life the past few months, then all of a sudden it all drops into pain and grief.

I would really really appreciate some prayers and energy right now... I'm at a really bad place. Thank you all and much love.

Blessed be,
Lauren

[Viseux]

All right Honey. I am lighting a candle and making a tobacco sacrifice for you right now.
I don't know what you have happening in your life but if your parents are trying to get you to attend narcotics anonymous meetings you probably have some problems you need to face up to. You don't need to do drugs to reach altered states. I do it all the time through meditation. Please get off the drugs. It's a bad and dangerous road. I speak from experience having walked that road for over 10 years and having done almost every kind of drug you can imagine. I've been clean now for over 15 years and am healthier and happier. Good luck to you along with the energy I am sending you.

We Are Blessed,
Viseux

[ObsidianSunrise]

Healing and comforting energies on the way! :hugz:

[unicornlightining]

:hugs:

[IndigoMoon]

Energy sent. I hope that you can be strong during these times that test you. That's easier said than done, I know.

[wiccanadri]

lauren - you are beautiful and you are loved.
theres a mantra i use in times of "need" "I'm at peace in the midst of chaos or madness. No person, place or thing has the power to upset me."
- i hope it helps u too!.
u know what else?, take a break from it all .. give yourself the gift of a day for purification, bathe, light candles, fresh flowers .. u know the works! remember u are worth it :)
hey! u know if u feel like talking and would like a new friend just email me, ok .. i'm here for you!

i hope u find peace of mind soon!

blessed journey!

[violet rain]

Sending lots of light (()))) and lots of positive energies