Sad day for me...

[i_am_serenity16]

I'm sorry I really don't do this often but I need to vent... I just went to go and call my friend and when the phone was answered it was his mom that answered his cell phone. I knew something was wrong then. When I asked his mom was crying and asked me to go over to their house. I went and they asked me to sit down and they told me that my friend had shot himself last night after fighting with his family. I was his best friend and he was mine. I don't know what to do or even say. I've been crying constantly since I found out, but now there's no tears left. I loved him and now he's gone. I don't know what to do, I can't beleive he did it. Thank you for listening but I really don't know what else to say.

[Pilot]

That is terrible! I don't know you very well, but I consider you a friend and I hate it when my friends are down-

i am not sure what to say

[i_am_serenity16]

Thank you pilot. You're words mean a lot to me now... I've never really been a "popular person" but this friend of mine was the one person I was always truely comfortable with. I can't talk anymore right now... I just need to be by myself.

[Rowan MoonDragon]

I am so very sorry. Energy and hugs are on the way.

[Faeawyn]

I am so so sorry. That just makes my heart ache. I'm so sorry for your loss and for his family. Suicides always upset me......Especially done in the heat of an argument.
Light a candle for him....thank him for his friendship and wish him a safe journey. We'll be here for you to talk to when you need a friend. Energy sent to soothe your pain :hugz:

[Jenne]

That's horrible. Hugs...:hugz:

[Mab]

Oh, honey, I am so sorry! Sending love & light & praying for you.

[i_am_serenity16]

Thank you all. It means a lot to me.

[Hippywitch]

I am so sorry, there aren't words to express it clearly. Your friend will always be with you in your heart and in everything you do. It probably isn't much consolation right now but maybe in time.

I really am deeply sorry for you, for him and for his family. I'll light a candle for you all tonight. x

[i_am_serenity16]

Thank you for your kind words hippywitch.

[Earthy]

I will keep you in my thoughts :hugz:
I am so sorry.

[i_am_serenity16]

thank you.

[Kimberlily]

I'm so sorry :sniffsnif

[Lunacie]

Sending a hug :hugz: to you and lighting a candle to light his way HOME.

[Catiana]

my thoughts and prayers with you and his family.

[seekerofknwoledge]

words cannot express my sorrow at hearing of this event, however i'll try. even though i just happened upon your post by chance, i really am very sorry that this happened. things must have been difficult for your friend to do that, but i'm sure he knew he still had a friend in you. i hope things get better. -seeker

[audi]

so sorry. *hugs*

[i_am_serenity16]

Thank you all. I can't tell you how much it means to me, and it would have meant a lot to my friend.

[BlackMagicalCat]

I'm sorry I really don't do this often but I need to vent... I just went to go and call my friend and when the phone was answered it was his mom that answered his cell phone. I knew something was wrong then. When I asked his mom was crying and asked me to go over to their house. I went and they asked me to sit down and they told me that my friend had shot himself last night after fighting with his family. I was his best friend and he was mine. I don't know what to do or even say. I've been crying constantly since I found out, but now there's no tears left. I loved him and now he's gone. I don't know what to do, I can't beleive he did it. Thank you for listening but I really don't know what else to say.
im sorry to hear about your friend,some of lifes lessons are learned in our times of suffering,let this be a lesson,a time to reflect on the gift of life you have been given,to use it wisely,may God speak to you in your time of testing and heartacke.

[Darakash]

I am so sorry for you and your friend's family. I cannot even begin.
Maybe peace can be found in the idea that he will get to start over again.
Maybe peace can be found in the idea that through this tragedy, you yourself or someone in his family can learn and see and grow and change.
Maybe peace can be found in the idea that he will always be with you.
Perhaps this will remind us all to let those that we love know we love them.
Perhaps this will make us think when we have an argument, or before we say a cruel word.
I don't know....but I know that maybe's and perhap's don't change what you feel right now, so all I can say is my thoughts are with you, and if you need to scream, we are all here!
DK

[QUEEN OF THE DAMNED]

:hugz: I am so sorry for your loss, for his family's loss. I wish I could give you a real hug and not just a virtual hug.

[wooleybob]

My heart goes out to you... :hugz:

[karma_lives]

oh sweetie, i know this must be hard for you. I don't know what to say, never was good at this. But just know that we're all here for you when you need us. *hug*

[Mouse]

*hugs for you* I'm so sorry. *lights a candle* We are all here for you.

[Myzttycal]

I am so sorry :hugz: I just don't know what to say. :(

[FlyingBear]

I'm so very sorry your heart is broken, and your soul is pierced with grief. Sending you strength and love to gaurd over you so you can cry and scream as long as you need. I'm so very sorry. :sniffsnif

[Storm Moon]

so sorry to hear about your loss. remember that we're always here if you need to talk :hugz:

[i_am_serenity16]

Thank you all so much. I can't express how grateful I am to have somewhere I can vent.

[Happy_Dissident]

My deepest sympathies to you - I understand what you are going through, had a teenaged family memeber do the same some years ago. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. This isn't advice, because really, you will need to come to terms with this on your own, but one thing that helped me was to focus on the good memories and do my best to not think about the actual act itself. I don't mean don't think about the fact that he is gone, but try not to think about what it must have been like. From my own experience I can tell you it's hard not to, but for me it helped to steer away from such thoughts.
Love and hugs and best wishes for finding that place where you can cope with this.

HD

[mol]

Oh wow. How horrible. Energy for you and the family involved.

[i_am_serenity16]

Thank you all. Me and a few of my friends are getting together tonight for our own... I don't think memorial would be the right word but it's the only one I can think of. We're planning to light some candles and sit and talk about the good times, and I may even break out the accoustic guitar and play some of his favorite songs.

[Nighthawk]

Umm, I am so very sorry. Words do little to help. But know that you are not alone.

[ObsidianSunrise]

Serenity_16, I have been off line for a few days due to illness and just saw this. I am so sorry! I hope you and your friends were able to start some healing this evening. I am sending you and your friends family healing, strength and comforting energies! :hugz:

[Maverynthia]

*hugs* Here's some positive energy.