mydemand
March 3rd, 2005, 04:58 AM
Please let the WorldSmart trip happen. I haven't wanted anything so badly like I did this. I put a lot of myself as investment into this. I even convinced my parents that this was an amazing opportunity, even when they weren't supportive the first time. I've got people on my side. I want to learn, to experience, and this is FINALLY something that fits me and that I fit. This is PERFECT.
Please, let this happen.
I'm still anxious over the news. I try to keep the negative thoughts at bay. I'm trying to keep positive despite my usual pessimistic self. I really want this to happen. This experience is something I need - something that takes me out of my sheltered shell and makes me experience things for real.
I've waiting for long for something like this to happen. The fact that it used to be a travelling musical makes it an ultimate bonus. The interview went well, there were a bit of snafus with the recommendations but that got sorted out, the immigration department gave me the green light, Dad's finally agreed to pay...
Please let this happen to the fullest. Let me have this experience, this amazing amazing experience, something that I can pass on to those after me. Inspire them. If I can do this so can they.
Goddess I am crying because the anxiousness over not receiving any news is torturing me. I wish I knew already. Please, let this happen.
Please.
B*B, Tiara
Please, let this happen.
I'm still anxious over the news. I try to keep the negative thoughts at bay. I'm trying to keep positive despite my usual pessimistic self. I really want this to happen. This experience is something I need - something that takes me out of my sheltered shell and makes me experience things for real.
I've waiting for long for something like this to happen. The fact that it used to be a travelling musical makes it an ultimate bonus. The interview went well, there were a bit of snafus with the recommendations but that got sorted out, the immigration department gave me the green light, Dad's finally agreed to pay...
Please let this happen to the fullest. Let me have this experience, this amazing amazing experience, something that I can pass on to those after me. Inspire them. If I can do this so can they.
Goddess I am crying because the anxiousness over not receiving any news is torturing me. I wish I knew already. Please, let this happen.
Please.
B*B, Tiara