Mine Altar

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Altar to the Final Force, God, Goddess & Aspects :bouncysmi
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The God and The Goddess, Yin and Yang
Blessed Twins, Hallow and Merry
Please, may you be with me,
and may the Aspects be throughout my being.



*"Aspects"- Elementals, Gods, Goddesses.

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Athena, love you... please be with me, always!

Bast, you're so awesome!!!!!! Please guide me. Protect me, and give me hope when I am down.

Ptah, thanks for all the things you helped me on, all the small things you have done will mean a LOT in the future.

Odin, thank you for the sacrifices.

Poseidon, you have always welcomed me into your seas. Please, may I have safe travel on your realm.

Eris, heh, I've admired you and your cunningness!!!

Aphrodite, Eros... thanks! ;) Nehehehe

Artemis.... :)

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Mother Owl!
Be with me
I long for you
Place your soft hands upon me
I dream of you
Blessed Love


I sing of Athena
Blessed Lady of the Air!
I evoke thee, Wisdom Warrior,
Bright-eyed virgin,
Pure at heart,
Hallowed by thy name,
I thank ye for all you are!
Bless me with your sight,
Guard me with your spear of light,
May my life efforts,
serve as promises to keep you
in my heart.
Athena, Holy Owl


Athena, Goddess
Olive Tree, Night Owl
I praise you, bless me from your heart!
What does it matter if thy name be Athena? Night Owl? Olive Tree?
You are you, and I thank you for that. :fpartyfav

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My Homeland

Athena! Please be with me,
lead me to my homeland.
As I lay my eyes upon it,
the joy of my essence
overpowers any sort of government.
That it does not matter, whether you be
Jew, Moslem, Christian, Pagan or other,
Yisrael is the land of the free,
as it is, may it be.
To me, Yisrael is my love, my home and my people.
Let it be, that people do the right thing.
Preserve my people! Guide my Nation!
Be with Yisrael, and all those of peace.

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I love you Goddess.

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http://www.westyorkshirebirdsofprey.co.uk/snowy%20owl.jpg

Blessed Athena, please guide me and protect me. In you I find comfort, whenever I am frightened, you are there. I thank you for all you have done. Holy Owl.

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Bless you Ptah.

http://www.dreamstone.com.au/artists/JohnPhilipWagner/Thoth.jpg

Bless you Djehuty.

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Bless you Bast.


:ringaroun

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Bless Audi, she is the most kindest, loving person in the universe.

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Brid! Dagda! Arduinna! Epona! Blodeuwedd! Bast! Anubis! Aset! Khepra! Djehuty! Neb-Het! Wesir! Serqet! Horus! Sebek! Tawaret! Hathor! Qebehseneuf! Sekhmet! Ptah! Hilt! Hera! Phoebe! Gaia! Aphrodite! Athena! Artemis! Eros! Eris! Poseidon! Selene! Hestia! Persephone! Metis! Zeus! Polyhymnia! Demeter! Pan! Nereus! Aeolus! Mercury! Bacchus! Laurel! Aegir! Odin! Freyja! Oshun! Oya! Kali Ma! Lakshmi! Ganesh! Laki Neho! Amaterasu! Chang Tao-Ling! Singalong Burong! Waghia! Vaghadera! Durga! Ye'i'bi'chai! Kokopelli! Ishtar!

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Uh... I've lost all emotion besides sadness. Please get me through this. Do something, I need a major turnaround in my life.

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Thanks be to Aphrodite, Thanks be to Athena and all others.

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Hey Godde and AYO's :yayhawaii

Spirit... please help me in my classes. I am failing Math Class and Biology, and not doing so well in most other classes. I am going to stop skipping, and go to everyone of my classes. I may take summer school for Math Class, it'll be hell...but it will help me. Please help me study, be there when I do my work, and help me not fail any of the classes. Next year I am aiming for all A's, and perhaps a C or B in Maths. I hope I get a good teacher and a good time for the class. If I had it first hour it'd be great... so that it would be a fresh day where I would not be tired and looking at the clock for home. Bless me with a teacher that can help me. I need a good teacher for this.

Please Guide Me. Be beside me as I make my decisions, and help me make wise decisions for my future. I really want to work on a Natural Reserve and help animals, and explore the world.

Please help me get closer to the ones who I have been distanced from. Open up many great oppurtunities, and help me reach my goals. Help me manifest my dreams into this life, and please help all in need.

Thank you for all you have done, every second is a miracle. :bumpsmili :cutesanta :clapping:

Please help me get through all my problems.

Thank you and Blessed be.

Here's a cookie! ---> _cookie_ :deviltail

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Spirit, thank you for all you have done for me. You are a great, dear part of my life. I have been taught much and learned many lessons.

Please, I pray, help me with my problems, especially that one problem I excessively think about, that effects my entire day. I am not going to skip classes anymore, and I am going to try so hard to get perfect grades. I am going to work hard and study to get all A's for the rest of my education. I just really want that "job" (its more like a paradise) of caring for endangered animals and helping them live comfortably in the Natural Reserve. Please, help me and grant me things, I know it sounds like I'm someone begging for stuff, but I know that both positive and negitive stuff can help us. It gives us what we need, not what we want (well sometimes...). It allows us to acknowledge what is out there, what we need to be prepared for, and what lessons we need to learn. I know that if you dont answer a particular prayer, its because that wish could only damage me more than make me feel better. Thank you for watching out for me. Please guide me.


Also, please hear all these people out in the Energy Requests forum, they are in need of your loving kindness, Spirit. :woot:

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Starving myself. Cutting myself. Getting lost into the depths of despair. Losing faith...

[Earthy]

Oh sweetie :hugz:

Lord, please be near Tigerlad through these difficult times.

Keeping you in my prayers, sweetie :hugz:

[Nighthawk]

Please take care of Mr. Tiger. May the ancients guide you.

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:)

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Bless Flar7 and Freyja, and the whole family.

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Missing, I didnt write it but describes now.

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll have woke up,
And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?"

You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?


Even though I'd be sacrificed,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
Shudder deep and cry out:
"Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?"



And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
And wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...

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Dark peircing loneliness shreds apart my soul.
Truth eats away at my spirit.
What is truth?
That no one cares
That nothing will get better
That this is all a game
That there is not such thing as happiness
That people are liars, vile and disgusting
That society hates everyone that is different
That this is my life
Welcome Home,
Welcome to real life.

Im not praying.

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I dont think I can take this anymore. I think Ive been very good with this whole life thing. People say "You cant poof your problems away". And I have dealt with all them without a tantrum, I have been struggeling in a battle, that deepends every second and only gets worse. Well, Im weak. Im tired of this, and I want to go back into my lifeless feeling. Feeling nothing to me is better than feeling depressed. Yes, I am going to take this step, with PRIDE, and I am going to just let everything pass, and just want my problems to poof away. Because I have been a good sport with all this, and I am done. Im done. Im not fighting anymore. I want my problems to poof away. Im sick and tired of this sick joke... feeling dead during day, starving for someone at night, loneliness suffocating me, me literally gasping for air, looking back at everything I have ever done, just looking back and seeing how I have screwed up. I look back in despair. If my problems just dont poof away, then I wont be here much longer. And Im not seeking attention, I dont give a ****. I know people will read this and think of me as ignorant and arrogant, I dont care anymore. They can see me how they want. I dont care, I just dont care. Im at the point where I am HOPING that when I die it is all nothingness. I cant go into another life, Im tired and drowned and cant fight anymore. I am taking this step, to not learn my life lessons. I am supposed to learn how to deal through these times, screw it. Right now my lesson is to see which can kill me first, starvation... loneliness... or loss of blood. I am NOT seeking proffessional help, no matter what anything says to me. I am not dealing with people any longer.

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Thank...you....so... much... THANKYOUSOMUCH!!!! Words cannot express my thanks!!!!

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Thanks for granting yet another thing. :)

Theirs only two things in the world I want, and I want them so badly!!! Hehehe :p But thanks again :)

Whoever had helped me, please let yourself be known to me, I really want to give thanks.

Spirit, :) You know what Im thinking

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Spirit please bless my kitty, he is sick and I think he isnt getting enough to eat. He wont touch much of the food and keeps on trying to puke, and coughing. I pray that he gets better, he is a great part of my life. If it is his time to go, please guide him, as I am sure you will into the afterlife/next life.

I know I have been very different lately, I hope you can forgive me for all the bad things I have done and all the things I have hurt. I feel very bad. But I know you dont want to hear me whine and talk about how I am such a horrible person, I know you want me to learn from my experiences and try to be kinder. Thank you for teaching me all these lessons. I love you.

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Spirit, a friend of mine is transfering schools and is worried. She isn't the type of person who is very outgoing... and is worried, yet excited. Please let her meet good people. Thank you.

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Spirit- thank you for all you have done :) Please send Angels and Blessings to help me learn the lessons so dear to my soul.

Please guide lil_suzie and her "father". It must be a hard life, and you need to make sure they are both okay.

Please guide Shadowsong, whatever path she chooses I know you will be there in some form. Dont let her follow a religion out of fear, help her find a path that she enjoys and learns from.

Thank you :)

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I feel stupid asking this, but you are the only one there for me. But then again Im not sure if you exist Goddess. All I need is to wake up, okay? Its all a nice idea with this religion thing, but I am lost.

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In this world you tried
Not leaving me alone behind
There's no other way
I prayed to the gods let him stay
The memories ease the pain inside,
Now I know why

All of my memories keep you near
In silent moments imagine you in here
All of my memories keep you near
Your silent whispers, silent tears

Made me promise I'd try
To find my way back in this life
I hope there is a way
To give me a sign you're ok
Reminds me again it's worth it all
So I can go on

All of my memories keep you near
In silent moments imagine you in here
All of my memories keep you near
In silent whispers, silent tears

Together in all these memories
I see your smile
All the memories I hold dear
Darling, you know I'll love you
till the end of time

All of my memories keep you near
In silent moments imagine you in here
All of my memories keep you near
Your silent whispers, silent tears

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Thank you.

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Whoever is out there, please make me emotionless. I don't want to live anymore... I knew I shouldn't of gotten into any relationships, I'm such an idiot, I should of expected it would end in backstabbing, just like all other times.

Rick hates me.
My soulmate, my love, I love him so much, left me.
I just need, once and for all, to escape this without cutting, or starving, or smoking, or anything. I don't know what stopped me from taking those from under the sink and bathroom closet, maybe fear of death, or lost hope.

It may work out with Daryl, please... whoever is out there, any deity or entitiy of the sort... just please let Daryl stay. I actually fantisized our marriage... I cant do this anymore, I just cant wake up everyday and have fear of something else good in my life getting destroyed, all the people I have loved have been taken away.
Maybe Daryl was alone and desperate, and loved having comfort, and didnt love me? Why did he use me... when he found Ian, he moved on. Why is it this why? Karma... I dont know...
Just make me emotionless, let me die soon and let their be nothing after death... I pray for the strength to forget about everyone, and the strength to kill myself, It'll do me good... please. Let Daryl and Rick and everyone be happy and forget about me...
Just... let me die. Because then Daryl wont be confused about the poly thing and if you let him forget about me, he wont feel guilt, but I guess he won't. If this doesn't work with Daryl then Im giving up... Ill just sit and follow whatever, or die. Maybe I can turn me off, and let my brain run? Just, please, do whatever you have to do.

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Okay... I worked things out, thanks to whoever helped.