BrigidMoon
April 18th, 2005, 10:10 AM
There are many changes that are coming up and I want to be strong and positive while these changes are occuring. I do not want my pessimistic worrisome views to overpower me and create problems. There is a quote that seems so appropriate, "What you fear, you create." I do not want to create problems and I do want to go into these changes with fears and worries about things I know nothing about.
Fearing the unknown although it is common and "okay" is silly. Why must I do that? Why must I conjure up some kind of worry? To make sure there is something I can try to control in my situation? When do I give up having that control of things that I cannot control anyway?
Please keep Julia safe while she's at Orlando this week. I am not there to protect her and neither is Nick so please keep watch over my baby girl. I want her to have fun and learn new things and have new experiences and come back more grounded than she ever was before.
Please see that Nick enters his new career with a positive outlook. Also keep him safe when he's on the railroad. Let this be his job that he can excel in, can love to do, can earn lots of money and BE proud of himself for once in his life. Although we won't be together as much as I would like, let him beam with pride knowing he will be loving his job and making the money we need as well.
Please help me realize that things are getting better instead of worse. Life will continue to become more pleasurable and full of oppurtunities for all of us as a family.
Let there be peace within my heart knowing that our actions are going to bring about strong positive outcomes :)
Thank you goddess. I praise you. I love you.
Blessed Be.
Fearing the unknown although it is common and "okay" is silly. Why must I do that? Why must I conjure up some kind of worry? To make sure there is something I can try to control in my situation? When do I give up having that control of things that I cannot control anyway?
Please keep Julia safe while she's at Orlando this week. I am not there to protect her and neither is Nick so please keep watch over my baby girl. I want her to have fun and learn new things and have new experiences and come back more grounded than she ever was before.
Please see that Nick enters his new career with a positive outlook. Also keep him safe when he's on the railroad. Let this be his job that he can excel in, can love to do, can earn lots of money and BE proud of himself for once in his life. Although we won't be together as much as I would like, let him beam with pride knowing he will be loving his job and making the money we need as well.
Please help me realize that things are getting better instead of worse. Life will continue to become more pleasurable and full of oppurtunities for all of us as a family.
Let there be peace within my heart knowing that our actions are going to bring about strong positive outcomes :)
Thank you goddess. I praise you. I love you.
Blessed Be.