getting over the past

[The High Queen of Faerie]

yeah... i just need some help with this.

so much crap has been going on with me both lately and in the past year, all of which has been incredibly painful.

i'm moving soon, and i hope that'll help me make a good new start. >_> it's just... difficult.

if anyone could spare some energy to help me with letting go of negative people and habits...

i would appreciate it a lot.

thank you in advance. <3

[Tabby]

*hugs* and positive healing energy sent.

[AnuCailleach]

Energy sent :)

[LadyTrinity]

Getting over the past is hard. I was supposed to be married Sept 28th of this year to my ex if we had stayed together. Thank gawd we didnt but I thought.. wow now its my turn to have the gown the cake, the ring and the dance.. and my fairy tale wedding got takin from me. I cried all day today when my bf said he wanted us to go to his friend Amanda's stag and do.. it reminded me It was supposed to be my turn this year. I'll be 30 or never before I ever tie the knot :smileroll

[Kronah]

experiences are what they are
learn from them grow with them
nurture(sp) them and they will be there

i said this earlier today

I say things like this because i feel, I need to hear it too...
if that makes any sence

i've lived in an art world my whole life
its hard to breakaway from it

[The High Queen of Faerie]

I got married b4 i was 16 to a great girl; unfortuantly our arms got pulled from the sokets when the older peoples caught us handfasting, we were young and in love; hell we're still young and in love

but nothing did ever turn out like we wanted it to, I'm sure she still wants her ring, and I'm sure I'll give it to her when I can

i remember when i told her, forever is a long time
when we redid the serimony and they let us! cause I saved her life the day b4, we bonded the knots and our hands with our blood together; our bond cant be broken even if we wanted it to

destiny has a weird way of working, and a lot of the time it sucks; but LIFE kicks ass, that is one memory, I would never want to forget
and everything that happened b4 that day, was instantaniouly worth it
the beatings, rapes, deaths of friends and i say this last one too
because if it wasnt for that, I would not have experienced something that showed me what comes next
in relation to forever, it rested my heart from my friends in passing
i endured everything just for her
when i met her just after she was born, I knew
ever since i'd been living MY LIFE which is her life too, and when we handfasted, we where one

I may not be happy with her right now, and she might not be her to kiss & love me
but she'll always love me from within myself
and I her

forever is a long time, but its best spent in love ;)

hope that helps a lil
it would, if i was not so incredibly convinced something so lovely would happen to me.

i'm glad for you though. :)

[Brighid's Seeker]

Letting go of the past can be very difficult, but it IS possible. I will be thinking of you. _pounce_

[Xentor]

Here's to a new dawn, (((Vivienne)))

[Violetmist]

Healing energy sent your way to get over the past...you can do it. Just be patient with yourself.

[Xenojjin]

Whenever I want to get over something , I usually take the thoughts and memories that are bugging me , form them into a ball of energy , and then send it into the air .

Of course your memories wont be erased . They never truly are . You will feel alot better though :)

[Aleannah]

energy sent so that your life may be filled with more joy than pain, more happiness than you have known in the past. Good luck with your new start...may you find the peace you seek. :hugz:

[The High Queen of Faerie]

thank you everyone for your positive energy.

:)

i do appreciate it so much. :hugz: