Re-Membering

[Brighid's Seeker]

It is a slow process this finding myself again.
It went with fits and starts.
Burning progress
to
rush hour slow

I feel the sensations returning
to things that were cut off
My art
My writing
My joy in small things

Sacred blood flow restored

This new life
This new love


Yet overshadowed by
the illness that I am convinced
Is part of the re-membering.

If I am to heal
Let me heal
so that I can share in abundace
The gifts you restored

If I am not to heal
Then I ask for the grace
and the assistance
To bring my life to
a way that honors all.

I ask humbly for a HOME
I ask humbly for reliable mode of transportation
I ask humby for my children to continue to laugh in the midst of this
I ask humbly to be able to pay my bills
I ask humbly to be able to assist my friends in their times of need.

Perfect me in this
That others may see
In my face
Your peace
In my body
Your perfection
In my mind
Your gifts

Blessed Be

[Brighid's Seeker]

I watched you tonight in the sky, guarding me as they pulled away with my car.

I know you see.

I trust your light.

I petition you tomorrow for a diagnosis.
Please open my doctors ears and heart.
Help her let go of her professional pride
and send me where I need to go.

Grant me favor.

Blessed Be

[Brighid's Seeker]

Bleesed Be!

I have a diagnosis.

Thank you, Goddess.

You put away professional pride.
You granted me favor.

Please continue to protect us.
Please continue to meet our needs.

Thank you for wrapping us in your loving arms.

I petition you for peace in our home.
For my little Mere to complete the school year in perfect grace.
I ask you to watch her teacher's negative reactions and open her eyes to the postive and help make learning fun. (such a bright kid should never be so bored.) Open communication.

Thank you that Little Man has been so respectful and his behavior has been so good.

Please continue the peace between them.

I wait with joy to see the other promises fulfilled.

Blessed Be.

[Brighid's Seeker]

You have never failed to guide me where I should go. I am so grateful for my children and for my husband.

Watching him go into full on "dad" mode this weekend while the little one was sick was so ...rewarding. Knowing that my children have a father figure who can teach them about peace not discord. Knowing that he shows my son daily how he should treat women. Knowing that my daughter has an example of what to look for in a mate that is healthy.

I am humbled.

Lady please continue to bless us.

I thank you for the friend who will loan us her car as soon as we can pay for the insurance on it.

I thank you that the inlaws are going to welcome us into their home til we are on our feet again. I do ask that it not take too long. I hate being a burden.

Thank you for Az on here.

Blessed Be

[Brighid's Seeker]

I am so exhausted.

Every fiber of my being weeps with fatigue.

Thank you that the little ones temp is almost normal.

I ache all over.

When exactly did my body turn against me?

I love my mother in law. We are dear dear friends. I am scared that living under the same roof will be a strain on our friendship. I don't want that. Grant us all peace and the aability to clearly and lovingly communicate our needs.

Please let the kids be peaceful up there.

Please don't let us (the hubby and I) lose track of each other getting caught up in other peoples stuff and neglecting all the hard work we have put into each other, the kids...into our family.

Don't let us get lost.

Let us all grow closer.

Please I beg you keep our abuser far away.

Occupy him with things that make him think of things other than us. Please work in this moment on granting us favor in the adoption when we have enough money to do it.

I am exhausted and yet I can't sleep. This medication has me wired and I work on some schedule other than my own.

Fill me.

Ease me.

Grant us peace and prosperity, so that we may share with others.

Blessed Be.

[BlackMagicalCat]

Beloved friend,may the Lord grant your request and hear you and give you aid and comfort.May your prayers reach the heavens and bring back a blessing threefold.

[Brighid's Seeker]

Beloved friend,may the Lord grant your request and hear you and give you aid and comfort.May your prayers reach the heavens and bring back a blessing threefold.
Thank you so much!!!

[Brighid's Seeker]

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Thank for the courage to leave four years ago today!

Four years ago today I stepped onto a plane and left behind my family and the life I had known for thirty years.

Four years ago today I landed in my new home, met at the airport by a total stranger and began building a new safe life for my children and myself.

Four years ago today, we were liberated.

We were given a second chance.

We survived when others didn't.

Four years ago today I went from being a victim to a survivor.

Thank you!!

Thank you for my new husband who is a kind and loving and gentle man. Thank you for the example he is to my children and for the love he shows me in everyway.

Blessed Be

[Earthy]

And well done for finding the strength to do it when others can't.
And yes, you are a survivor, not a victim.
May you be blessed threefold :hugz: