Gede
May 9th, 2005, 06:24 AM
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A couple of months ago I went through quite an intense experience. I developed a startling level of telekinetic energy, I received several messages (both orally and by way of vision) and for a couple of weeks it seemed that I could access a great reservoir of power.
It started with a disembodied presence - currents of air that I sensed would come (from all angles) and they did whenever I pre-empted it. That night I had a dream in which I was sitting a room with several other people and they were reading a book of Gods and Goddesses. I was lying down and my foot was touching the wall, a shadow (not mine, or perhaps it was) extended from it and the people reading from the book stated that she was the Goddess of such and such. Then I looked down at my foot and there was a wing growing out of it, and the same current of air blew across it as it started to flap. A week or so later wherever I went things fell. A payphone sitting securely in a phonebox flung off its handle, a box dropped from the top of a closet, the lid from my moisturiser flung off, a cap from a coke bottle in the middle of a shopping centre went into a fit, a chair at school was thrown off the table. All of which happened when I was not expecting it to, or when I was feeling depressed and deflated (the chair flung off the table during a "disappointed-in-you" speech my teacher was giving me.
This all climaxed the night one of my closest Pagan friends came up to see me. We cast Circle and I asked to understand what was happening to me. During the Circle I let my consciousness drift and suddenly visions of white light were pouring through and a primordial and somewhat elegant energy. Then a voice spoke through me saying something of a celestial race, a legacy, fate. And then I began to chant in another language, I don't remember much, except that I repeated what sounded like "Eh-hay-yeah" which I later found out is Eheieh - a Judaic term relating to the Eternal Lord. During this time I was rocking back and forward and singing and I thrust my hands in flame (didn't scorch at all).
After this...I received a distinct image in my mind of a particular symbol which translated as meaning the awakening of consciousness - receiving the ultimate nature of the Divine. And then a certain character (who I've encountered before in meditations/trance-work) seemed to want my help and he came to me while I was on a bus. And then everything just seemed to reach an anti-climax, and nothing much has happened since. Can anyone make any sense of it all?...Angels...that has a sense of meaning to me~
Namaste, Gede...
A couple of months ago I went through quite an intense experience. I developed a startling level of telekinetic energy, I received several messages (both orally and by way of vision) and for a couple of weeks it seemed that I could access a great reservoir of power.
It started with a disembodied presence - currents of air that I sensed would come (from all angles) and they did whenever I pre-empted it. That night I had a dream in which I was sitting a room with several other people and they were reading a book of Gods and Goddesses. I was lying down and my foot was touching the wall, a shadow (not mine, or perhaps it was) extended from it and the people reading from the book stated that she was the Goddess of such and such. Then I looked down at my foot and there was a wing growing out of it, and the same current of air blew across it as it started to flap. A week or so later wherever I went things fell. A payphone sitting securely in a phonebox flung off its handle, a box dropped from the top of a closet, the lid from my moisturiser flung off, a cap from a coke bottle in the middle of a shopping centre went into a fit, a chair at school was thrown off the table. All of which happened when I was not expecting it to, or when I was feeling depressed and deflated (the chair flung off the table during a "disappointed-in-you" speech my teacher was giving me.
This all climaxed the night one of my closest Pagan friends came up to see me. We cast Circle and I asked to understand what was happening to me. During the Circle I let my consciousness drift and suddenly visions of white light were pouring through and a primordial and somewhat elegant energy. Then a voice spoke through me saying something of a celestial race, a legacy, fate. And then I began to chant in another language, I don't remember much, except that I repeated what sounded like "Eh-hay-yeah" which I later found out is Eheieh - a Judaic term relating to the Eternal Lord. During this time I was rocking back and forward and singing and I thrust my hands in flame (didn't scorch at all).
After this...I received a distinct image in my mind of a particular symbol which translated as meaning the awakening of consciousness - receiving the ultimate nature of the Divine. And then a certain character (who I've encountered before in meditations/trance-work) seemed to want my help and he came to me while I was on a bus. And then everything just seemed to reach an anti-climax, and nothing much has happened since. Can anyone make any sense of it all?...Angels...that has a sense of meaning to me~
Namaste, Gede...