reanna
October 22nd, 2001, 04:26 AM
I know I haven't been around much in the last while but life has been pretty intense around here. I just wanted to tell you that I have missed you all and think of you frequently.
I am really bummed...... This has been truly a horrible month.
This month has commemorated many firsts for my family and friends.
My niece was abducted and murdered last year in October and today is another of those firsts. They pulled her lifeless body out of a lake in our area on Oct.22nd of last year. My whole world changed last October, I will never be the person I was before ever again in my life. This bothers me. I loved that other me, I want her back. I hate this me. I am merely a shell filled with emotions I can't even name, let alone understand.
I look into the mirror and don't recognize the person that stares back at me.
I know it is alot to ask at a time when our world is already upside down, but if at all possible can you send some thoughts my way today. Maybe light a purple candle in her memory. I love you all.
I am truly sorry if I bummed anyone, I just feel really alone right now and needed to chat if even only through the computer screen. Thanks so much in advance for just being there.....
Love and light and peace to everyone.
I am really bummed...... This has been truly a horrible month.
This month has commemorated many firsts for my family and friends.
My niece was abducted and murdered last year in October and today is another of those firsts. They pulled her lifeless body out of a lake in our area on Oct.22nd of last year. My whole world changed last October, I will never be the person I was before ever again in my life. This bothers me. I loved that other me, I want her back. I hate this me. I am merely a shell filled with emotions I can't even name, let alone understand.
I look into the mirror and don't recognize the person that stares back at me.
I know it is alot to ask at a time when our world is already upside down, but if at all possible can you send some thoughts my way today. Maybe light a purple candle in her memory. I love you all.
I am truly sorry if I bummed anyone, I just feel really alone right now and needed to chat if even only through the computer screen. Thanks so much in advance for just being there.....
Love and light and peace to everyone.