monark0208
October 23rd, 2001, 09:59 AM
hello. i'm sure some of you have read about this in another thread. but i'm folowing a suggestion.
aprox: five years ago a vengful person got a hold of dark knowlege and used it to attack several people through their dreams. myself being one of those people.
my fiancee' at the time helped by putting a block on my dreams so that i would not even be aware of having a dream let alone remember. (at the time i could not sleep through the night due to this negative manipulation, i would wake from a nightmare, be up for the night. if i did fall back to sleep, i would be awake screaming wthin the hour.)
anyway, i have this feeling that something very important is going to happen soon and that i need to see my dreams(as if i have to meet and talk to someone to understand and get direction).
my now ex-fiancee' is not speaking to me (child support hearings), and because he knows that i feel frustrated he is making me suffer by claiming not to remember doing anything .
i have asked/pleaded for this to "go down" go away, whatever but nothing has happened.
if anyone has any suggestions or advice/research or reading you could recommend i would greatly appreciate it.
i ask this not just for own self gratification, but for my children as well the longer this goes on the more irritated and short tempered i get the more distant i become with my 2 and 4 yr olds.
thank you
monark
aprox: five years ago a vengful person got a hold of dark knowlege and used it to attack several people through their dreams. myself being one of those people.
my fiancee' at the time helped by putting a block on my dreams so that i would not even be aware of having a dream let alone remember. (at the time i could not sleep through the night due to this negative manipulation, i would wake from a nightmare, be up for the night. if i did fall back to sleep, i would be awake screaming wthin the hour.)
anyway, i have this feeling that something very important is going to happen soon and that i need to see my dreams(as if i have to meet and talk to someone to understand and get direction).
my now ex-fiancee' is not speaking to me (child support hearings), and because he knows that i feel frustrated he is making me suffer by claiming not to remember doing anything .
i have asked/pleaded for this to "go down" go away, whatever but nothing has happened.
if anyone has any suggestions or advice/research or reading you could recommend i would greatly appreciate it.
i ask this not just for own self gratification, but for my children as well the longer this goes on the more irritated and short tempered i get the more distant i become with my 2 and 4 yr olds.
thank you
monark