myth_surin
October 24th, 2001, 08:50 PM
I am very new to this myself, actually, not new, just am finally listening to the inner voice.
From the moment that I had some semblance of memory, I felt the "calling" but didn't and couldn't comprehend it. As a teenager, the gift was very strong, but the belief then was fear...the fear of being a 'freak'. As a young adult, I tried to ignored the inner voice, but it was difficult to totally block out the warmth of the Goddess within me. It seems that no matter what I did, she never left my side. I made life altering mistakes, but She was always there embracing me, urging me to go on, all will be alright. It brings tears to my eyes now as I type this.
As I near middle-age, I realize that by trying to ignore the "calling", I ignored myself, my own personal growth. Once again, I am a toddler, trying to learn the art of walking, talking, listening, and understanding. I am now in search of the path that will lead me home.
For once, I am finally listening to the "inner" voice for guidance, but if there is any one who could recommend reading and research materials that will help nourish my soul on this long journey, I would greatly appreciate your in puts, recommendations, and suggestions. I am a receiver, and have practiced novice Tarot reading. I am great at helping others, but flucked the self-assisted course. I want to set my soul and spirit on flight, but I just don't know how...
May the Light of the Moon Always Guide You Home -- myth
From the moment that I had some semblance of memory, I felt the "calling" but didn't and couldn't comprehend it. As a teenager, the gift was very strong, but the belief then was fear...the fear of being a 'freak'. As a young adult, I tried to ignored the inner voice, but it was difficult to totally block out the warmth of the Goddess within me. It seems that no matter what I did, she never left my side. I made life altering mistakes, but She was always there embracing me, urging me to go on, all will be alright. It brings tears to my eyes now as I type this.
As I near middle-age, I realize that by trying to ignore the "calling", I ignored myself, my own personal growth. Once again, I am a toddler, trying to learn the art of walking, talking, listening, and understanding. I am now in search of the path that will lead me home.
For once, I am finally listening to the "inner" voice for guidance, but if there is any one who could recommend reading and research materials that will help nourish my soul on this long journey, I would greatly appreciate your in puts, recommendations, and suggestions. I am a receiver, and have practiced novice Tarot reading. I am great at helping others, but flucked the self-assisted course. I want to set my soul and spirit on flight, but I just don't know how...
May the Light of the Moon Always Guide You Home -- myth