Tarot request

[Earthy]

Would somebody mind doing a tarot spread for me.
The past 2 weeks have been really hard and several things have hit me pretty hard, causing me to retreat back into depression.
I'm trying to regain the person who i was but it's difficult.
I just badly need some guidance.

Thankyou.

[Raintreewolf]

Sure....actually...I will for this one.

Well, I'm going to first go with a one card draw and something for you to meditate on. I draw the Sun for you.

Meditation:

You are in a process of spiritual realization....sometimes the darkest hours are just before the Dawn.

Creation Synthesis
Sun.
Bright insight from the world of darkness, unconcsious chasm,
into harmonious strains of light that resonate
like the sweetest sounds, the most poignant poetry of universal unification.
Concious and subconcsious brought into synch
And the higher conscious flits about like butterflys of the soul
Landing on on the head and the face and dancing about the face of earth.

This then, is the face of God. Whose face is that?

Awareness, fullfillment
Love, wisdom, spiritual transformation

There is o more pain.
The pain has ceased for all this Aeon..

The rose unfolding
blooming heart on the center pillar of eternity
balanced and temperate
growing toward light, aspireing toward the flame of life
held only by the grounding pull
of human condition-
rooted in earth.

and the soil is rich
the earth is full
it is heavey to be stretched by the grounding pull.

We are sparks of the infinite.


a three card pull for you:

Past Brother Fire
This is a time of extreme polarities, of delving into your deeper self and letting go of the tethers of old beliefs that may limit your potential and creative expression.Coming out of a time of feeling strong, quick, exhilerated full of energy.

Now This si what is effecting your reading quest now....Wheele of Fortune. As with all magickal and spiritual decisions, the seeker must become aware of self motives fueling the personal desire for changes. Change and growth is good and it is often in our own hands that we hold the key to our transformative change. Go to the center of the wheele and come to peace and a state of balance so you know what changes to make in your life. Allow yourself in conjunction with the higher self guide you in the directional change of focus that is needed now.

FutureBrother Wind
It is possible for new Ideas to formulate for you in the future. You may find yourself beginging to think in ways you had not thought before. there is a since of further mental developement and a better personal understanding of spirit. It will be in the mind that changes will occure....in this possition it in with the mind, the elemet of change to occure in and is most likely the indicated element of the self that will change. Brilliance, clear is a reflective crystal...be crystal clear....be pure in thought and clear about what you think. Confusion will disperse and mental anguish will fall to the way side when you are not split in thoughts.....now refer back to the previous card and focus on this until you achieve this ourcome...( if this outcome is so desired that is!)

I hope this helps some...also, keep the single card pull in mind along with the wheele of fortune....to use as meditative tools to help your current feelings become clear and lite.

[Raintreewolf]

Oh, I hope you do not mind that I posted it here instead of PM it to you. I noticed that others PM them to each other.....sorry if I violated any trust issues or something...I'm unaware of.

Anyways, i hope it is ok this way.

[Earthy]

Thankyou.
i don't mind it being public..there are many things there i can confirm "yes, thats how i'm feeling"
So many spiritual questions at the moment..i'll keep this in my documents..thankyou :hugz: