Merry meet dear friends
I haven't been around much lately but I could really use any hugs, prayers and energies that you can spare.
The love of my life is breaking his heart over a woman that he knew many years ago but failed to take a chance and ask her out. They are now back in contact - thanks to Friends Reunited and are emailing every day. He says that he loves me and isn't going to leave but I have spent the last three years just waiting for exactly that to happen. And now to make things worse, this lady and her three daughters are coming over for a visit and want to meet up (they live in New Zealand).
Things are a bit of a worry financially as neither of us has a job - just nothing around here - and our savings are dwindling. Plus we obviously spend a lot of time together because of the unemployment issue and I have had ME/CFS for the last 12 years (although I am finally off to see a specialist (this Friday) to try to get some sort of resolution to the health issues).
I am trying very hard not to have a pity party but I feel so down at the moment, especially as my darling mum who was my best friend died nearly 4 years ago and I could really use her help now.
So, basically, I feel alone and helpless right now and would appreciate anything you can send my way.
Thank you all so much.